(in the car)
"you almost got yourself killed!" i screamed.
"so did you, lil ma," diego replied.
"how are you even awake?"
"the fuck would i know?"
then there was a bit of silence.
"so.. do you remember what happened?" i asked.
"yeah a little bit. its hard to remember." he reasoned. "how are my fans?"
"diego.." i whispered. "they think you are dead.."
"what?!" he said.
"yeah.. look.. i am so sorry that I couldn't stop you from doing that. i feel like i am to blame. and i am sorry if you are somewhat pissed at me.."
"why would it be your fault? its not your fault. i was the one who did it to myself."
"but why diego.. you have fans that love you."
"but my life is bullshit! I couldn't take it anymore. and also.. why are you helping me?"
"w.. what?"
"why are you helping me right now? you met me recently."
"I don't know.. you just seem special, i really don't know why. but i really think that you can use the help."
"ooh lil ma, you got a little crush on me?" he smirked.
"n-n-no."
"i think you do."
"well maybe you thought wrong then."
"I don't think so.." he said while putting his hand on my thigh.
"im driving," i chuckled. "do you even remember my name?"
"um- yeah- its ashley."
"uh no. its chloe."
"ok, but ima stick with lil ma," he winked.
"ha..so..um.. I don't wanna ruin the mood and I don't know how to say this but i am going to sign you up for therapy. you really need it and i don't even know if you are going to do this to yourself again." i looked at him.
"what, no! i don't need therapy i'm fine." he complained.
"no you aren't. you said there were many bad things happening to you. you literally attempted committing suicide! you need to talk to someone!"
"who said it was your decision?"
" I DID. you need help wether you like it or not. i do not want you to go through hell ok?"
"NO YOU CANNOT DO THIS. stop acting like you control me." he shouted.
"can you shut the fuck up! I don't care if you don't want this. no one goes into therapy because they want to. THEY JUST NEED IT. and you are one of those people. and you know what? when you did that to yourself it DID hurt me. it also hurt me when i thought you were gonna die ok? i looked up to you. so i'm sorry if you just saw me as a 'one night stand'. i'm freaking sorry if i am only an inconvenience. if thats all i'll ever be to you then ok whatever. but i'm sure as hell not leaving you alone in the dark." after i said that i heard him mumble something under his breath.
we parked at his house. he wasn't saying anything. i could tell that he didn't want this. for all i know he couldn't give two shits if he doesn't see me again. then again he doesn't. but if no one else was going to help him then i will.
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