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caption: i have only known him for a day, personally at least. it felt like i have known him for years. when he did what he did, my heart just..... stopped.... i really do not know what it was that made me feel so much pain. i barely even got to know him, which kind of hurt. that was my one chance. there was just something about this boy. something that made him special, i dont even know. but i would want him to know that.. i was proud of his career, even if it was a short one. i actually looked up to him, even though he did some stupid things. he seemed funny though. let the xanarchy grow, even though your life won't... rip 💔 #lilxan #xanarchy #riplilxan
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user 1: rip bb 💔😭 user 2: #xanarchyliveson💔 user 3: who cares? he was irrelevant asl user 4: ^ lmfao exactly. yall are extra. user 1: @user 3 bitch gtfo. u best get ur disrespectful ass out the door. user 2: @ user 4 FIGHT ME user 5: bitch its ur fault that hes dead! U CAN GO BURN IN HELL more......
3 months later
"wanna get something to eat?" katelyn asked.
"i am not hungry." i said.
"you have barely been eating since-"
"DO NOT MENTION THAT. EVER."
"ok i am sorry. but you are gonna have to talk about it again eventually."
"HIS DEATH WAS MY FAULT. SO I DONT THINK YOU UNDERSTAND HOW DIFFICULT THAT IS." i stormed.
"hey! he is not dead. he is on a coma."
"well its been three months. obviously hes gone."
"well you don't know that."
"yes i do. i could have stopped him before it was too late and I didn't."
"stop blaming yourself! he was the one who did this to himself."
"lets stop talking about it. please.."
"ok you're right. lets go to the movies."
diego's pov
"he isn't stable enough! richard, he has been stuck here for three months. we are getting more and more patients, this is ridiculous."
"we need to keep trying."
"no! he overdosed himself with xanax and he has been stuck in this coma. do you really think he has a chance of living? we have to get rid of him. he has been a drug addict before. its not like his life matters! he has criminal records as well. we just won't tell the doctor, ok? we can just tell them that he didn't make it."
"what the hell is wrong with you right now? calm down. we cannot put him to sleep."
my vision was blurry as well as my hearing ability. i could make out some of the words that they were saying. i opened my eyes. there was a woman and a man and they looked at me. they both looked surprised. the girl quickly grabbed a needle. i couldn't move but i was panicking. she injected it into me. all of a sudden my energy completely sunk. i closed my eyes.
chloe's pov
"yeah!" i cheered and chugged my alcohol.
"you might wanna lay off of that," katelyn chuckled. "i am not driving you home."
"who gives a fuck? its time to party bitchhh!"
"andd you are drunk. good luck getting a ride."
"it was a joke. i think im gonna stay sober for tonight."
"whatever you say."
"Pop the trunk, I open up, I sold my soul for a good price Outta sight, and my hoe got talent, right? Whole squad ran through that shit, yikes"
the song "betrayed" started playing and it instantly gave me a bad feeling in my stomach.
"lil xan marathon everyone!" someone announced.
i left because i did not want to get reminded of it. i got into my car and went on my phone. then i got a call from the hospital.
"hello?" i said.
"we are sorry.."
"what do you mean?!" i complained as i was talking to the girl from the hospital.
"miss, he isn't going to make it.."
"w..what?"
"he has been injected with something. we checked the security footage audio. turns out that he woke up earlier today, but we figured out who injected him."
"well then do something!"
"we will, mam'. but we need you to come here as soon as possible."
i hung up and i started the car. i was driving to the hospital as fast as possible.
i parked the car and ran inside.
"diego leanos!" i shouted at the lady at the front desk.
"there can't be any visitors right now, miss," she said in a dull voice.
"fuck," i mumbled to myself.
(20 minutes later)
i kept on pacing back and forth in the waiting room waiting for some news. then a doctor came up to me.
"we- we really don't know how to tell you this.." she mumbled.
