chloe's pov
"thats a bit too far." i said
"so you do have something to hide."
"you know what? fine. i do." I admitted. "happy?"
"not until I find out what it is." he mumbled.
"okay. fine. i'll tell you the truth." i started looking away from him because i didn't want to tell him what i was hiding. i had to tell him everything that happened. they all include ethan. i was scared.
"i..i.." i stuttered. "i didn't go to the appointment for the gender. i never rescheduled it."
"why?"
"i forgot."
"where the hell have you been staying anyway.."
"a hotel."
"the fuck? you left your money here."
"i brought my credit card."
"you left that too."
"i have more than one."
"look I'm chill if you lie a few times or whatever but you deadass have been lying to me about everything."
"why do you think i'm lying?" i asked.
"it's obvious." he mumbled.
"you know what? i am still pissed at you for what you did before, and how you don't trust me! what the actual hell, diego!" i snarled.
"you're getting mad at me when you're the one lying about shit? wow."
"the other day you said that you think you love me.. do you?"
he was silent.
"wow.. if you boutta get my hopes up when you don't even know how you feel.. whats the point?" i said.
diego's pov
shit man, i don't know how i feel. she shouldn't ask if i love her while we're having problems. when i said that the other day i don't even know if i meant it. like, i'd say that out of nowhere. she had been giving me a hard time so i didn't know what to say.
"i don't know, babygirl.." i mumbled. "but I'm sorry that i hurt you. i really am. but this is a bad time for us."
"okay.. so.. what do we do?"
i thought of something but she might not agree.
"how about we date someone else for a while..."
"what? thats your idea?!"
"no like low key. we could see someone else but only for a bit or whatever. then we could decide if we wanna stay together if we aren't into it."
"i'm not sure..."
"babe, it would be like a temporary open relationship."
"not when i'm pregnant. thats a stupid idea."
"you don't gotta fuck them."
"you think they wanna involve themselves with a pregnant bitch?"
"so?"
"i am not doing it." she said
"its either that or you tell me the truth of what you're hiding."
"ugh! forget it." she said as she went out the door.
Chloe's pov
i drove to ethan's house. i knocked on the door. he opened it as he was surprised to see me.
"hey.. come in." he offered.
"um.. I'm not really here for that.." i said.
"then what are you here for?"
"to talk."
"about."
"what made you think that it was a good idea to kiss me?" i brought up.
"i- uh-"
"you what ethan? you knew damn well i have a boyfriend and ever since YOU came along you had to fuck it all up! "
"i didn't mean it, chloe what has gotten into you?"
"really?! because ever since you came i got pregnant, I've been lying to diego, i cheated on him, and now him and i might not even remain together."
"you were the one who came crying to me whenever he hurt you!"
"yeah because you had to let me."
"so its all my fault?"
"in some ways, yeah. you had to fucking kiss me like three times and now he knows i am hiding stuff from him. thats why i left."
"okay well i'm sorry."
"thats not gonna fix it."
"what do you want me to do?!"
"i want you to stop loving me. for good." i said.
"who said i love you?" he raised an eyebrow.
"your heart." I replied. "its obvious too."
he looked at the ground. "thats a lot to ask, chloe. its not like i can control how i feel about someone. so what? you want me to press an off button and then i don't have feelings for you?"
"why the fuck does your love life have to rely on me! can't you find someone else!" i yelled.
"its like you don't even know what its like to love someone." he mumbled.
"i do!"
"okay so do you love diego?"
"um-" I hesitated. "him and i are having problems right now so you shouldn't have asked that."
"have you ever loved him?"
"why the fuck are you asking these questions?! mind your own business!"
"you are pregnant not knowing who's the baby daddy so it kind of is. just tell the fucking doctor you don't know whose it is."
"well my friend knows the gender.."
"so ask then.."
"i don't wanna find out like this. even if it is your kid, you are not raising it with me. you will not be in its life, do you understand me." i warned.
"what is your problem! its my child and you won't even let me see it?"
"you don't know that its your kid. and i don't give a shit. I'm giving birth to it. and i am not letting you go anywhere near it, you dick."
"what if you and diego don't even stay together? then who will you raise it with."
shit.
"myself. you think i can't take care of a kid on my own?"
"you wanna be a single mom?"
"no, but doesn't mean i can't handle it. and me and diego won't break up."
hey hoess :) sorry that i take a while for each chapter. if you want I'll try to work on the story more. sometimes i get writers block and shit so thats why. but I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO DICK RIDE UNICORNS WITH YOU ❤️💗💞💘😍🤩❤️💘💞💗🙇🏻♀️🤩😛🤧🤤😭😻😆😆💞🤣😍😍💞😆💞😍😊
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