chloe's pov
i woke up. i realized that i was naked for the most part and i was in bed. i turned around and saw some hair. i wrapped my arms around him. he turned around. it wasn't diego.
ethan?
"ahh!" i screamed.
"woah calm down!"
"what am i doing here?!" i shrieked.
"you don't remember?"
"no!"
"oh..well.."
"wait- no no no no no no no no. we didn't..."
"um..."
"fuck. oh god oh god oh my god."
"Its-"
"DONT YOU DARE SAY ITS OKAY. ITS NOT."
"i wasn't-"
"i remember now. shit. the party! "
"yeah..."
"that was the ONLY time right we did it right?!"
"um.."
"oh my god. ethan!"
"chlo-"
"when did we do it! did- did we use protection?! i am so confused and shocked i can't!" i panicked.
"you need to take a deep breath. "
"I CAN'T. ANSWER MY QUESTION."
"we did it again when i took you home.."
"oh my.. so did we use protection?"
"......"
"ethan answer me!"
"i don't remember.."
"ethan! do you realize this! we had sex. i CHEATED on my boyfriend with my ex. and we did it fucking twice. are you not comprehending how bad this really is?!"
"yes."
"and- and- i don't need any other problems okay? did you even think once to stop me?"
"chloe, its not your fault! you were really drunk.."
"so what? that doesn't even change the fact that it still happened! why did i even think to do it in the first place?"
"i dont know. you didn't say. you seemed a little mad and vulnerable."
"why didn't you stop me!"
"I don't know, you were the one who went down on me first."
"so- why did you think it was okay? i have a whole boyfriend."
"who says i did? what if i was drunk as well."
"look i dont know. just please give me a moment to think.." i sat on the bed staring at the floor rubbing my eyes.
"chloe, i am very sorry that it happened. i couldn't stop you."
"sure you couldn't. because you WANTED it to happen."
"what?!"
"don't even deny it. your nose has been up my ass for days now."
"i'm sorry!"
"yeah well sorry doesn't cut it."
i stole one of his hoodies and pants and put them on.
"where are you going?" he questioned.
"none of your business," i answered as i slammed the door.
***
the more time passed, the more i started remembering what happened the night before. i felt guilty. i had this horrible hole in my stomach. it made me want to throw up. but then it hit me. i had a flashback about what i saw. it was when diego was with another girl and i ran away. thats what made me do it. i remembered them being all flirty with each other and doing sexual actions. i got another sensation of nausea tip over me. suddenly, i opened the car door, and i vomited on the street. i felt sick from all of it. too many things were going through my brain.
i parked at diego's house and my nausea started all over again. i had this lump in my throat. my heart was beating continuously. thats when i knocked on the door and i pursed my lips.
"babyyy" diego chanted and squeezed me tightly. "where the hell were you?"
"ah it doesn't matter, at least we're seeing each other now."
"come in." he offered.
i started eating his chips and i was scrolling through twitter.
"so.. where were you?" he asked as he sat down eating lucky charms.
"i slept over at my friend's house." i said while i was munching potato chips.
"why didn't you call me?"
"i lost my phone." i mumbled.
"you couldn't have called me on your friend's phone or some shit?"
"i did." i lied. "you didn't answer."
"is that your hoodie?" he suspected while looking at my outfit.
"um no. my friend let me borrow it because I didn't bring clothes to her house."
"so.. what were you doing for the rest of the party?" i said furrowing my eyebrow.
"not much. dancing.. chilling.."
"mhm. okay."
"what."
"nothing."
"you looked away. thats when you lie."
"there's nothing wrong, diego."
except everything of course.
"talk to me."
"i-" i felt nausea take over. i ran to the bathroom and puked into the toilet. diego came to hold back my hair.
"awe babe." diego sighed.
"ugh i drank way too much last night."
"you have to rest."
i wanna do an updating spree. if not ima spend my day watching horror movies on netflix xx
but yeah how do you think this is gonna turn out? i think that chloe is fucked.
well she did get fucked by ethan twice. (oof)
anyways ty for reading hoes 💞
