There are so many ways to express God's Greatness and Power he Dones alot of miracles and he works in ways we cannot see cause he is the best Living Creator ...
While i was at TM at meantime i join Bro Leonell's Group at Devotioning after reading bible i wonder why even if i come first still theyre better than me in explaining The Bible i got jealous of them and start complaining to God about Myself to why to all the people he have given knowledge why he isnt gave me ? I dont know to God i start crying while Writing Biblical Verse i locked myself at the Comfort Room and Start being Mad at God
why did God forsake me ? What's wrong with God? I cried so hard but without sounds so after i cry i went inside the Ministry get my bag and walks away without permission to them it's not just this day everyday God is putting me in Danger yes i served God and Loved God for Months after i met him but still he doesnt loved me back so when i got home i take a nap and because i am too tired i wake up early in the morning it 's 7 :30 PM when i got home from the Ministry early in the morning i take a cup of cofee open my Pc and surf to net until i see a group called Atheism beings i got interested on it because i love science ! But it's religion how could science be a religion ? Until i see what was written onto their cover that says In the Beginning Man created God the Opposite of God created man ! What 's wrong with these people ?they dont believed God exist. I tried to loomed in the wikipedia what is atheism beings ? Then i got doubt when i sed they re religion of science they dont believed in Demons they dont believed in God angels and every heavenly Things yes there sayings are true life begins when fertilization happens and develops into a life or a baby and they believed that DNA is Life if this is it ? Then what's the meaning of life ? Where does our morals come from ? God isnt true but science is true ? How did these happens science science science oh my God these people are i dont know hehehe but there theory confused me that it's all true but the God doesnt show some things here in present i mean miraculous things oh that makes me think that who am i serving . is God dead ? Did he died on cross ? Oh so then ? What the matter of Christianity ? If God doesnt exist ? Well this kinda frustrate me so i stopped reading bible this time and began to think like that I cant ask my fellow christian cause im afraid of them to ask? So everyday i pray to God this isnt true this wasnt be true ?
Until he weekend passed. Monday morning i went to the ministry and asks bro carlo why God doesnt gives me knowledge that i may used to serve him ? And why God gives me the opposite of evething i ask to him he answered there's a reason for everything maybe he has a great plan for you andreigh carlo replied me smiling .
We'll really is that true ? I say to myself does God really Exist ? Well okay but still i asked carlo to talk to me in private and tell him the reality if God really exist and if teally he's helping me or am i the only one who helped my self ? But not God
But for him it is so easy to answer
God exist yes whose author shall published a 66 and a million or Trillion words ? In the past Ancient times why youre here serving him ? Why you are praying To him even though you doubt that he isnt real i loved god i answered him then he said to me to read the Chapter 6 of matthew where jesus saided an adulterous and evil generation looking for a sign from heaven but they didnt sees it . You of little faith ?
I was astonished by that words this is the proof God exists really then i asked and turn back saying why did he didnt answered my prayer for he gives me only trials and pronlems in life
Then he saided God is just testing your faith and you saided to me last sunday that youre faith is strong and if you can say it is strong can you do it in person ? For Gpd is just testing how far your faith can be or to prove your faith to him is so strong
So i apologized to God at that time on
Then prayed to him for the Grades i shall get from school cause still i was worrying because i dont know if my grades is low or high cause im not a regular student im in open highschool and it is different from Regular so i prayed and prayed every night to God to help me about it for God knows that he's child is in time of worriedness in serving him and my worrying about my grades may lead me to something wrong i went to school in friday to get my report card my teacher approached me smiling and he greeted me happily and gives me the card and i got shocked with happiness that my grades is higher than what i expect i became honor in class wow GoD really works in a way we cannot see so my Doubt to God finally Gets away for he already gives me knowledge at first and the only thing i need to improve at Bible devotion is to read it with Heart and take it seriously
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