Blue Moonlight(BxB)

Chapter 13: Aftermath of the Truth

Cyan's POV:
I watch as each of them leave the room and I tighten my grip on Viktor's hand.

The feeling of guilt and loneliness hits me as thoughts fly inside of my head.

"Would you like us to leave too, Cyan? We can wait outside", I hear Viktor ask and fear immediately fills me.

"No! Don't leave... Please...", I tug at his hand as I feel warm tears spill from my eyes and I immediately look down and hide my face in my other arm.

I didn't think the truth would make me feel so lonely. Maybe it's because I always thought my real parents hated me, and threw me away because I wasn't normal.

The fact that my parents actually loved me and died because of me made me miserable. I know Dad told me not to blame myself, but why am I the only one who deserves to be alive?

"Stop thinking like that", I feel warm arms wrap around me and I look up in surprise.

Vance and Viktor sit on the bed beside me on each side and hug me.

"Your dad said earlier that it was never your fault. Your parents loved you and wanted you to survive and be happy and so do we. We love you too, and we're glad that you are here, safe and sound. Vance and I are both grateful to have met you...really...and it hurts to know that you don't value yourself like you should", Viktor whispers sweetly and I can see he really means it as his eyes grow watery.

"Stop crying, Cyan. Seeing and hearing you cry is the most painful thing for us. Edwin, Lyova, and Lysander, they all love you and we love you too. You will never be lonely because we will never leave you. So please, stop blaming yourself", Vance rests his forehead on mine and I can feel the warmth of his face and breath.

Their warmth and words warms my body and soul. I felt so refreshed. Like someone for once actually told me that I was important.

I hugged them both back as if it was instinct and I snuggled into them.

"Thank you...", I let out a cry again and tears fall from my eyes as I sink into their embrace.

I wasn't sad, I was just happy and a bit sad.

"Do you think my parents would forgive me...for thinking that they never wanted me and abandoned me?...", I ask them as I hold both of their hands and look down at the floor after wiping up all my tears.

Viktor chuckles and Vance smirks.

"Of course, baby. Your parents loved you, besides they would understand you best", Vance pats my shoulder with a childish smile which was contagious.

"If you live happily and never doubt their love for you then I'm sure they would forgive you, Cyan", Viktor strokes my hair as he lets out another cute chuckle.

I blush at their casual smiles and the sweet affection they showered at me.

"You're cheeks are cute like that~!", Vance teases and pinches my cheeks.

I pout at him, forgetting everything else and end up playing along. I blush more and turn away, but forgot that Viktor was on the other side.

"He's right, Cyan. It's adorable. But you always look cute. Don't take it as offensive though, it's not everyday Vance calls something or someone cute", Viktor cups my cheek and strokes it carefully.

"Oh...thank you for saying, but cute is kind of...", I feel my face burn hotter as I think about the word.

Nobody's ever told me that I was cute before. I was always told that I was ugly or awkward or not normal.