Blue Moonlight(BxB)

Chapter 17: Decision

Lysander's POV:
I felt refreshed as I looked into Yuma's eyes. I had finally did something out of my own actions and feelings and wasn't following anybody's directions and orders.

I felt a sense of freedom in being able to make my own decisions for once instead of listening to mom.

It also felt great to have Yuma beside me and I was excited to learn more about him.

"Thank you", I tell him as I stroke his hair and he looks at me.

"Thank you too", he mumbled back. I knew he must have had a past, he looked sad even when he was happy.

Cyan's POV:
"Lyova, do you think I should go home?", I ask slowly, looking down at the ground.

"If that's what you want. You have to decide, Cyan. I'm sorry...about Mom though. I want you to come home, but if you want to stay here, I'll be fine with it".

He smiles slightly and I can tell he's really being sincere.

"Thank you, Lyo", I rest my head on his shoulder.

He looks around and I do the same, seeing that the twins and Hunter are a distance behind us, probably giving us our space.

I also see Lysander talking with Yuma a distance away in an open field.

"Cyan, can I ask you something?".

Lyova whispers softly with a sad expression on his face.

I nod.

He sighs and buries his face in his arm causing my head to shift and lay on his back.

"If, I. I'm saying If, ok? What if I happened to like...like someone...let's say a guy...would you...would you hate me and think that I'm disgusting?".

He gave me a serious and sad look.

"Of course not!", I wrap an arm around him, "I would never, Lyo. Besides I've already told you about how I am, how could I hate you? If you think you like a guy then just like him, what's wrong with liking someone?".

He shows me a sad smile and his eyes look watery.

"Is this why you are so stressed today? Who is it? Is it your mate?".

I bombard him with questions but make sure to whisper.

"I don't want to say...", he whispers and buries his face in his elbow again.

He then raises his head and looks at me sadly and it really startles me to see him so dreary and sad.

"Don't tell Mom or Dad I said that. And Lysander too".

"Lyo", I snuggle into his shoulder as he sits up, "Ok. Thank you for telling me".

I didn't want to stress him any more and he just seemed so fragile, which was not normal.

I could understand his confusion and suffering. Mom put a lot of expectations on him and Lyova was always smart, athletic and bright.

If mom found out about this she would be extremely critical and disappointed. That's why I never told anyone except Lyova.

Love is a painful topic and Lyova was just confused.

We sat there in silence, enjoying the peace and warmth of each other like children.

"You two are too close!", I look up startled by a loud voice and see Vance. Viktor was also there along with Hunter.