Second day since your death's and I'm still trying to find the reason why you guys left.... Brandon...I saw your room and I walked in...once I did I didn't realize tears filled my eyes....I sat on your bed saw the pictures we had together....in the pictures you were smiling.....but you faked those.....Then it hit me...a bullet hit my heart and I layed in your bed...crying my eyes out...it was getting harder to breathe smelling your blankets was as if you were there laying next to me....but you weren't.....It took me hours to get out of that bed.....mom doesn't wanna touch anything in your room..... I wouldn't want to either.....she lost two kids from suicide...I couldn't imagine her pain......cause I can barely stand my pain that I have for you.....your demons chased you away and they won.....they took you.......
Second worst day of my life...after fifteen years I found out you were actually buried then we had to unbury you and put you in the walls....ever since that day nightmares filled my mind......seeing you..Brandon... Delia....and every single nightmare it was all three of you guys dying and I couldn't safe you in my dreams or even in....reality.......But Brandon and Delia your finally with Dad.....and one day I will be with you guys again........I love you so much.....and I miss you guys so fucking much.....
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Late Thoughts
Short StoryMy Thoughts of every day....You don't have to read it just keep in mind that you don't have to and I don't care if you do
