8/3/18

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As I look in the mirror I don't see the person I once was,am changing and I don't know into what,all I know the pain is controlling all this fuckin hate and I can't help but to blow up on people,everybody misses that sweet,funny,chill person I was but I don't even know who that was,I can't help but to lock myself away from people and not talk to them my life is getting worse by the minute and second,I don't know how to control myself or hate,I just wish that I could be that person I was before the accident and other things because it's tearing me apart while I see everybody happy and with people they love but than there's me,never good enough,always getting hurt,it's just like I don't matter anymore,You know it hurts when people you know are happy than there's you,a freaking emotional wreck,and damaged person,but hey it's fine because at the end of the day or the end I'll be gone and they are gonna wish they never left me..now it's just time to deal with myself and problems by myself.

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