the train | changbin [under construction]

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eunsan;

marcel was actually pretty nice. a middle aged man with dark eyes, a retro clothing style and white hair. he reminded me of andy warhol. he had worked with the government for the past twenty years and it's the best job you could ever have in his eyes. a good income, he gets to meet a lot of fancy people and he gets to see his family very often. something that the others couldn't do as much.

changbin told me about that on the ship. that he didn't have as much contact with his family as he'd like to. his parents are very supportive and he sends them messages from time to time but it's still sad. his uncle isn't the friendliest though. apparently he's in a mafia of some sort and wants to reach a higher power, like the royalties. i don't know why changbin got personal with me but i liked it. it made me feel like he trusted me more than others.

we sat on a random mattress in the ship and held each other's hands like an old couple while we stared into each other's eyes. it sounds cheesy, doesn't it? well, i can tell you that it was the most cheesiest moment in my life but i honestly didn't care.

he sighed, "eunsan, my angel, i want you to be safe and happy. im sorry for everything that will come on the way because im sure that it's going to be a lot." i could see the tears forming in his beautiful eyes. i had never heard someone say that to me before. it made me happy. i felt like i was important. tears formed in my eyes as well, "changbin. i- i think that you're the first person who's not related to me that i have ever liked this much. you mean a lot to me," i took a couple of breaths before continuing, "i know that i haven't known you for long but i truly mean it. i think im in love with you seo changbin."

nervousness filled my body as he didn't say anything for a couple of seconds. did he not like me as much as i had thought? did i say something wrong? no. not at all.

"choi eunsan. i've loved you since the first time i saw you."

and that was the last thing he said before we had to go. we had landed back in time. here's where everything got more scary.