This was the worst feeling in the world. All of this drama is going it make me go insane. I need to..
Get away..
I was on my bed when I got a call from Luke. I ignored it, considering I was still angry with him. He continued to call and leave texts, and I still ignored them.
I was getting annoyed by him, so the next time he called, I answered.
"Hello?" He asked, his voice shaking.
"Luke, I didn't answer so you can give me your fake apologies. I don't love you, or even care about you anymore. You broke my heart, and then trampled it by missing Dani right on front of me. You clearly didn't care about me, so why should I care about you?" I asked, letting my tears spill, again.
"I do care about you. I was just confused, I didn't know of you would forgive me or not." He said, sniffling.
"I was going to forgive you! That was the only reason I was going to that stupid band practice! I can't do this, goodbye Luke." I said, hanging up and crying even more.
Why does this happen to me?
I ended up crying myself to sleep that night. It's been a week since me and Luke broke up, and him and Dani were still at it. We all were at lunch, Luke sitting at Dani's table. They were making out, not even caring they were in public.
"He really cared, didn't he?" I said, sarcasm clear in my voice. Michael let out a sigh before I spoke again.
"Guys, I have decided that," I paused, taking a deep breath before continuing. "I'm going to the USA." I said, earning shocked looks and gasps from everyone. "What do you mean? You can't just get up and go away!" Calum said, stunned by my words. "Well, I am. I can't handle all of this here. I'm going to pursue my music career even more also." I said.
The bell rang directly after I finished my sentence, giving no one chance to speak of it anymore.
Classes were all long as ever, but eventually it was time to leave. Everyone, except Luke, was going to meet up at Calum's house and I wasn't really excited to go, knowing someone would bring up the conversation we had at lunch.
I arrived at Calum's house, hesitating before getting out and knocking on the door. Calum answered and silently fretted me with a smile.
I awkwardly sat on the couch, and just as suspected, Michael brought up the conversation.
"Are you really going to go to the USA?" He asked, on the verge of tears. "Yes, Michael. I need to get away for a while." I said. "But, you are one of my bestest friends. I can't imagine life without you." He said, letting his tears fall. "I'll keep in touch with all of you. But, please don't tell Luke. I'm going to tell him as late as possible, like as in the day I leave." I said.
Everyone was crying now, even Ashton.
Me and Ashton had gotten over the past and were really close.
After the crying was over with, we all played FIFA and ate pizza.
We had played endless rounds of FIFA, and I decided I would leave. Michael walked me to the door, pausing to stop me from leaving.
"When are you leaving?" He whispered. "The 31st." I whispered back. He opened the door, letting me out, waving and giving me a smile before closing it back.
∆∆ AUTHOR'S NOTE ∆∆
OKAY SO I PLAN ON ONLY ONE MORE CHAPTER BEFORE 'FOREVER AND ALWAYS' SO PLEASE CONTINUE READING!
ILYASM FOR READING THIS IT MEANS A LOT SO.. PIZZA FOR ALL OF YOU!
ANYWAYYYY..
LYLAH IS LEAVING TO GO TO THE USA..
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