KiKasa RP - Black Magic

Chapter 14

Kasamatsu's POV

[ It didn't take him long to answer back. I looked at the hour and it was one and eleven minutes. Huh, the brat is answering his phone while on class. No wonder he used so many stupid shortcuts. I was glad to hear he was fine, but... the second part kind of warmed my heart better. He wanted to see me and he was worried too. That's sweet. we took away his feeling yesterday but it still didn't change his caring attitide towards me. No wonder I love him. Kise was really a jack of all though, so honestly, I think its harder to not fall in love with him. I opened our chat once again and typed away a new message to him. ]
『To: Rainbow Freak
From: Me
I'm... okay, for the most part. It was probably for the better that I took the day off, though. Well, you can come over here later if you want to see me? I look like a mess though... 』
[ I'm sure he knows what I mean when I say I'm only okay. We've been over it yesterday, how much it really meant for me by now. Ah... I probably should have told him he can't come, it would have been better for my heart, maybe, but... I actually, really want to see him too... If only he could come back to me, I would be the happiest. ] 

Kise's POV

[I frowned, thinking about how horrible he must be feeling right now. Kasamatsu has always been the strong figure I looked up to, and now having him breaking down because of me felt awful. Going over to his place as I finish attending all my classes today was a good idea, even better that I was finishing school early today. When I'll be there, I'll figure out what exactly happened yesterday, I'll know where should I move on from that point. The bell ringing pulled me out of my deep thoughts and I looked around, seeing students swarming the class. What caught my attention was one of the fangirls heading in the class, earning many envious looks and glares from the other ones who settled for peeking from the windows. It was Chihiro. She pulled one of my classmates' chair towards my desk, sitting beside me and looking pretty down.]
'...my older sister is in Kasamatsu san's class, though, I never knew. She told me he hadn't arrived to school today. I feel kind of bad because of what happened yesterday... even though I don't know him I guess I behaved rudely. When you see him, would you apologize for my sake?'
[I hummed, nodding slowly and smiling slightly to ensure her my acceptance. She seemed relieved, smiling back and completely ignoring the hateful glares she received from the other girls outside. I changed the angle of my sitting position so my back would hide her from their sight and grant her more confidence.]
"Chihiro, I might need your advice."
'Ask away!'
"It might sound weird for you... but if you want to know a person the best, if you want to love a person, what do you do?"
'What?'
[She seemed confused, staring at me with her deep brown deer in headlights look.]
'Well, I guess if you want to love somebody you, uh, you talk to them? You find out everything about them, so there might be many tiny things you would like about the person if you don't immediately love them in general.'
"So I should know everything about them?"
'When you say it like that it sounds very stalker-ish, but yeah, that's about it.' "Gotcha. Thanks, Chihiro."
'...you, you like somebody already, don't you?'
[She blushed, disappointedly staring down as she fiddled with the ends of her sleeves. She was adorable, really, and I was about to let another person down. What a shame.]
"I want to."   

Kasamatsu's POV

[ It took me about ten minutes after we texted to realize that my house is a mess and that if he's coming, he might be better off not coming into my room and seeing every possible hint that I sobbed like a little girl last night. He better off without seeing all these guilt enducing evidence. And also, our living room is a mess. My sister said she was going to sleep over at a friend today, she probably hoped somebody else will do her chores... I sighed and started organizing the house, noticing every little detail. I was a prefectionist, and god I'll be damned if I let the person I like think that I live in a trash can. Even if it doesn't really matter, seeing that he probably won't ever date me. I mean... I'm a magic nerd now, too. Even if I wasn't a guy, I don't think I'm his style. Really, only Takao has enough of a charming personality in order to pull off the magic nerd reputation. I mean, the overgrown carrot confessed to him yesterday, from what he said... without needing a spell, so.... yeah. I was actually pretty jealous. How nice it must be... I wish Kise could think about me similarly, but it's not happening, I guess. Man.... that's too depressing. I went back to cleaning and making the house look like a house again, and I finished after thirty minutes or so later. Well... that's one embarrassment off my hands. Maybe I should ask Kise when he's coming, though, to see if I have time to do anything more. ]
『 To: Rainbow Freak
From: me
When are you coming? Nobody comes till late today. I might cook myself so lemme know 』  

Kise's POV

[I got the message on the twenty minutes break before my last lesson for today and quickly unlocked my phone. From the looks of it, he was getting hyped or maybe worried. All I knew was that he felt like preparing for my arrival and that made my heart swell for a bit. I was only his kohai, after all. Yesterday must've made him change drastically or realize something out of the norm since he wasn't acting the same way as he used to. Well, towards me, anyway.]
<To: Kasamatsu Senpai
From: Me
bout n hour. U dun have 2 doe im gud wit instant ramen 2>
[I messaged back. All I could hope for was that this hour was going to pass quickly, because if I were to be honest? I couldn't help but being curiously agitated. 'Know everything about the person you like' Rio said, but how deep will I have to dig until I fully understand how had I felt back then? Talk is what she said first, so I might just have to settle for a conversation, but what I did yesterday... I still remember it. I kissed him, but now it's only a memory. Living it up again sounds nice, though. What was so good about it anyway... what was so good about him?]
'Oi, Kise kun!'
"..Oh. Yeah?"
'You've been spacing out all day, jeez. Class' over! Get off your ass.'
[I nodded to my classmate, waving a two fingered salute as a gratitude gesture as I slang my backpack behind my back and got going. I got out of the school gates, walking in Kasamatsu's house direction. It had been around a 30 minute walk until I got there. Not so bad, walks didn't affect me much and I wasn't heavy breathing thanks to my immense stamina, but I was slightly sweating. I hoped he didn't mind it as I knocked on the door, biting my lip frustratedly and ruffling my hair.]