Used and Abused

Flashback

  "Are you sure it's not going to hurt?" I ask shyly.

  "Hey, you'll be okay I promise. We don't have to do this if you don't want to." He says while tilting my chin up and gently kissing my lips.

  "No, I want to... Richie.... I don't want you to get in trouble because your eighteen and....well... I'm only thirteen."

  "Relax, we grew up together and our parents grew up together. I highly doubt either of them will make too big of a deal out of it."

  "Oh, ok. So should I just lay down or what?"

  "Come here. You'll be fine I'll walk you through everything ok." He says while kissing my forehead.

  I have always had a crush on Richie and we would flirt occasionally kissing or touching while playing hide and seek, but I never thought this would be happening. I guess I rather lose my virginity with someone I'm comfortable with than some random guy.

  "Hey, look at me ok. I want you to lay on the bed and I'm going to start kissing you all over your body. The typical stuff we normally do; except this time I'm going to kiss you here. Is that ok?" He says while rubbing between my legs softly.

  "Mhmm." I say slightly panting.

  I can feel the moisture forming between my legs. I have never even let my own mother see my naked body and here he is going to do things to me that I thought only my future husband would be doing. His hands start rubbing up my skirt pulling my panties off. Then he pulls downs the straps off my bra and tank top. Exposing my perfect C cup breast. Thankfully I was very gifted for my age.

  "Lexy, you have had the most perfect body since I can remember." He says while sucking on my nipples.

  He continues to suck on my breast while he gently plays with the sensitive area right above my sacred opening.

  "Okay, I'm going put my finger inside of you and your going to feel some pressure." He says while placing a condom in his mouth then places it in my cleavage.

  "You hold on to this. We will need it pretty soon." He whisper his warm breath into my ear.

  "Mhmm.... uh... this feels....mmm.... good!" I manage to say through my panting.

  "Relax ok. Now I'm going to kiss you here."

  His tongue circles the outer skin then slowly inserts inside of me. My eyes close in complete enjoyment. It gets so wet down there who new my body would know how to react to this moment.

  "Mhmm. You like that? You taste so good baby." He says while slurping out the extra juices.

  "Yea...uh huh!" I manage to say.

  "Ok Lexy, look at me." He says while ripping the small foil packet and sliding the condom on. Oh my! He's so big I hope t doesn't.... mhmm.

  "You okay? You want me to stop?"

  "Um no...you can move faster if you want."

  In an instant he picks up speed never taking his hazel eyes off of me. He has always been so perfect, just like me and here we are breaking our own rules together before he leaves for boot camp. He pushes deep inside of me and I began to move my hips in a circular motion bringing us closer to the edge. He thrust a few last deeper, harder, faster thrust before releasing inside the condom.

  "Did you get to come." He asks sweating and panting.

  "I don't know. I think so."

  "Oh shit! We better get in the shower and wash the sheets before the blood stains."

  "Oh sorry." I say blushing out of embarrassment.

  "It's okay." He says with a chuckle. "Oh and Lexy remember we have to never mention this again okay? You know we can never be anything..... I mean we're like family."

  "Yea, I know."

  You fucking kidding me! We're like family? He wasn't saying that shit while he was fucking me. I guess that's my luck, just to get fucked, only to be ashamed about it. He's an adult and I'm just another teenage tramp like the rest!