Every time I fall asleep I have these dreams. No.... more like flashbacks of my shitty life I have lived so far. I'm out here trying to make my life better and these dreams keep happening more frequently than back home. I look at the clock and it's three fifteen; well I guess it's time to get ready. I do my usual routine of washing, dressing, hair and makeup when I hear a knock at the door. Hmm.... it's barely four thirty, Kris is usually on time, not too early or too late.
I walk over to the door and open it. "You're thirty minutes early..." I begin to say, but stop when I see a couple well dressed for a date I suppose, standing at my door.
"Oh, I'm sorry I thought you were someone else. How may I help you?" I say slightly confused.
The couple is a very odd match if you ask me. The woman is short, a little on the chunky side, with pale skin, light brown hair, and brown eyes. The man is a light brown complexion of African American, tall and slender, with black hair, and almost grey eyes. He's actually very handsome like the guy from Criminal Minds, can't remember his name though.
"Oh, we just wanted to meet you before the big night, but don't mind us we'll be on our way." The woman says after a moment of awkward silence.
"Big night? I'm confused. Do we have plans?" I say still confused as hell.
"Yes..." The woman begins to say when the man nudges her arm.
"No, no miss sorry for the confusion we came across the wrong room. We will be on our way now." He says putting his arm around the woman's waist and turns to walk away.
"You're very beautiful by the way!" The woman turns around to say while walking down the stairs.
Okay, that was definitely weird. I begin to shut the door when Kris' hand stops me.
"You're not going to invite me in?" He says smirking.
"Um, sure come in. I'm sorry I just had the oddest couple knock on my door by mistake. I didn't even notice you coming up." I tell him still confused because he is fifteen minutes early and ironically shows up just after the couple leaves.
"Oh I see. Odd couple you say?' He says while raising a brow at me.
"Yes, a tall African American man and a short white girl. It was so weird they knocked and said we had some plans together tonight, but I guess they came to the wrong room or something." I say while grabbing my purse and my phone.
"That is strange." He says while smiling and holding the door open.
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The restaurant is even more gorgeous than the last one we went to. When we get out of the car Kris hands the vallet service booth his keys and turns towards me taking in every inch of my body while grinning that grin. Oh that grin on his perfect face. I need to snap out of it before the moisture between my legs becomes uncontrollable.
"May I help you?" I ask while raising a brow to him.
"In fact you can by getting back in the car and letting me fuck you right now in this parking lot." He says with a chuckle.
"Excuse me! I'm not just some random hoe you take out twice and expect to give you a good lay!" I snap.
"I was just kidding I swear, at least about the right now part." He says holding his hands up over his head in a surrender.
Mmm he is gorgeous though. If I wasn't so stubborn I would let him fuck me right now. Nice and hard to be exact, God knows I need it after five years. If I let Kris have me though I wouldn't feel like the woman I need to become.
"Well, beautiful right this way. Our seats are waiting." He says while threading his arm through mine and escorting me inside.
"This is surely beautiful." I say shyly.
"Not as beautiful as you." He says once again grinning. I think he might actually like me, but my judgement is horrible.
"Now don't you go making me blush all night."
"I won't, well I'll try not to at least."
"May I take your order?" A brunette young man asks us well staring directly at my double D chest.
"We will have the steak and shrimp scampi, medium rare and the blue cheese salad. With your finest bottle of wine, oh yea, and for desert I will throw your ass across this room and start beating the shit out of you if you don't stop staring at my girlfriend's chest!" He says through grit teeth.
"Kris, that's enough and since when did I become your girlfriend?" I say while signaling the waiter that we were finished.
"Sorry, but he is rude. I haven't even tried disrespecting you by staring at your tits and manners don't always come naturally with me." He brushes his hands through his hair. " As far as being my girlfriend sorry, but I'd like you to be some day."
"I'm sure that would be nice Kris, but after tomorrow I have to head back home."
"You didn't get hired anywhere?" He says now frowning.
"No, unfortunately I didn't, so can we just leave it alone please." I say annoyed.
"Well Lexy, I really didn't want to offer this to you, but I really like you a lot and I've never felt like this. I really don't want to lose you already and I brought you out tonight because I feel like you should know my true profession." He says in a worried tone.
"Oh yea, and what may that be? And I'm not sure if I heard you right, but did you say you like me?"
"Yes Lexy I do and this is not usual for me. In fact that is why I'm in the profession I'm in."
"Well spit it out then because it sounds like I'm not going to feel the same once you tell me your profession."
"I'm a male escort Lexy; and I have a lot of couples interested in a double escort and I can't see myself with anyone but you."
"W-what!" I say spitting out my drink. "You want me to be an escort with you! You're fucking out of your mind. You might as well say go work the streets and by the way I'm your pimp!" I say in a raging laughter.
"Look Lexy it's not like that, but these people are wanting me to make love in front of them and I can't do that unless I'm truly in love. Sure I can Fuck hard, but that's not what their looking for and they are willing to pay top dollar. I figured you would just do it a few times to get situated; you know?"
"Well if you thought that I am just a random skank you can purchase, you thought wrong! Fuck this shit I'm leaving and if I haven't spread my legs for the past five years; I'm not about to do it now! Especially not for you or some rich couple trying to put some thrill in their life!" I get up and storm for the door.
"Lexy! Lexy please! Just give it the rest of the weekend to think about it. You could really give your daughter and yourself a better life out here and you wouldn't even have to do it for long. I'm talking thousands of dollars almost a quarter of a million with all the couple's who are lined up." He says out of breath from chasing after me.
"Yea, well I'll pass. I'm not that hard up for money sorry you had any feelings I can't say that I feel the same, so you should go back to look for some other naive girl because it isn't me!" I spit and get in the cab.
I see Kris run his hands through his hair as the cab pulls away. I don't know what his plan was or how he thought he was helping me out, but he sure in the hell can figure that shit out on his own.
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Used and Abused
RomanceAbout a young girl trying to put her life together after years of child abuse and verbal abuse. Alexis Croft is searching for her purpose after failing miserably to make her dreams come true. She decides to leave everything behind, including her fiv...