At First Sight

Chapter 13- Little White Lies

When Niall was finished, Natalie sat for a moment thinking. She stared out in wonder, with a blank face. Could it really be possible? Theoretically yes, but she knew it wasn't what she thought. Well, it couldn't be. 

"Are you ok? You've been staring at the same tree for the last few minutes." For just telling the story about his parents' death, he seems pretty stable. She didn't hear one word he said. She simply just stared.

"Natalie?" Niall asked more concerned. At the sound of his voice she jumped.

"Oh! Sorry. I was just...thinking I guess." Natalie murmered. Niall pulled her in closer and kissed her forehead. She was going to tell him what happened to her brother the night he died, but she decided it was best to keep it inside of her. The minutes that passed after his story, she grew to believe that her brother killed his parents. 

"Can you take me home?" Natalie asked awhile later. 

"Take you home?" Niall was concerned again. Earlier she was fine and wanted to sleep with him.

"Yeah. Sorry, I am just really tired." Natalie said.

"Yeah. Me too."

They pulled up tp her house and sat for a bit. 

"I didn't mean to make you upset or anything. I just wanted you to know what happened to my parents. I wanted tonight to be special, but maybe some other time." Niall briefly smiled. His gorgeous eyes caught hers. She blushed.

"No. I'm sorry. I was acting weird. I'll call you tomorrow." She returned his smile and brushed her lips against his. She got out of the car and walked up to her door. When she got on the porch, she looked back at him and waved. She slowly opened the door and disappeared into the darkness. This was four days ago. 

Natalie was laying in bed watching The Notebook. Her phone buzzed, but she was too lazy to reach for it. And besides, she knew who was calling. Ever since the night she spent with Niall at the cemetery, she has been avoiding any contact with him. She won't even go to school.

She invited Harry to come over earlier today. She realized over these past few days she hasn't seen him, or anyone, in what seems like a lifetime ago. She has spent all of her time with Niall. She thought about Liam again. She felt bad for him, but in another way she didn't. He was a dick who wanted nothing but sex. That was it. That was all he was. But somehow, he didn't seem that way at all. No, she forced the thought away from her mind as soon as Harry texted her. She got up and ran down the stairs to the front door before her parents could. She opened it and immedietly hugged Harry. 

"I missed you." Natalie whispered into his shoulder.

"So, how's life been treating you?" Harry asked. They were laying down side by side on her bed. 

"Well, the fact that I have been just so sick this whole week makes it just great." She sarcastically commented.

"What really happened between you and Niall? He hasn't been himself lately." Harry was like her brother. They knew every thing about each other. 

"Kyle killed Niall's parents...." Natalie's shoudlers shuddered as she sobbed into Harry's arm. His shirt sleeve was soaked by the time she was finished. 

"Ho..how do you know that?" Harry finally asked. 

"He..told...me...everything." She said between sobs. "It's true, all the facts line up." Her voice was cracking and he just held her tight. "I haven't talked to Niall in four days." She finally looked up at Harry. 

"I've been worried about you, Natalie. Everyone has. You haven't talked to me or Brittany in weeks. You know how nervous I have been to try calling you? I don't even know what to say." Harry mumbled. For a second she was in love with Harry. He was so straight forward with her. The second was too long for her to think, all she could do was kiss him. In the moment, he kissed her back but suddenly pushed her off. He knew it would happen sooner or later. He's known her for years and always had a soft spot for her. It was actually a nice intimate moment they shared, But she was dating Niall. It wasn't right. 

As of reading his mind she said, "Please. Kiss me again. I don't care right now about anything else." They leaned into each other again and kissed, this time more deeply. All those feelings he had for her spilled out onto her lips. She wouldn't let go and neither would he. The kiss got stronger, leading to more things. Before they both knew it, Natalie was in her bra and underwear and Harry had his shirt off.  Her hand skimmed down to his waist before unzipping his pants.  She'd done this to so many guys it came off as a habbit. After he took off his pants, she unhooked her bra strap. He stared for a split second and then without a single thought grabbed her boobs. She suddenly stared into his eyes. Believing they were Niall's for a moment, but losing that thought when she kissed him. Between kisses and breaths he pulled down her underwear. He hesitated again but decided to go for it. He stuck his fingers strsight up her vagina. She let out a small whimper, obviously it has happened before for her. Before going any deeper he decided to kiss her so her screams wouldn't be so loud. Then he remembered he didn't have a condom. Great, he thought. His one chance just flew away.

"I...don't...have a...condom.." He finally let out. 

She stopped kissing him briefly and said between breaths, "Bottom right...drawer. A lot..of sizes in..there.." She pushed herself off of him so he could go get one. "Before you get one take your boxers off." Natalie smirked. He smiled and pulled them down and threw them in the corner. He got up and walked over to her desk. He pulled out a large condom. 

He thought he heard Natalie say perfect right after he pulled it out. He opened it and slipped it on. He climbed back into her bed and got on top of her. 

"I love you Natalie." He whispered. She thought he was kidding, just the same old "i love you" during sex. She let out a laugh then returned serious again. 

"No, I can't do this anymore." She pushed him off of her and just layed down. She needed to clear her mind. She needed to see Niall. But now she really couldn't after tonight. She broke down in tears. She cheated on Niall. He will never forgive her. 

"Natalie, I'm sorry. Don't cry. Please don't." 

"You need to leave." Natalie sternly said after she finished crying. "And you won't tell anyone about this got it?" 

"I would never." He quickly threw on his clothes and walked outside her door. She watched him walk to his car from her window. She hated herself and wished she never called Harry. She needed to talk to Brittany also, but concluded she couldn't. She finally fell asleep, waking up to an unpleasant surprise.