Do You Love Me?| Yoonminseok: Book 1

Chapter 5

A/N I'm really sorry it took so long to get this up I was having a lot of trouble but here you go!

Soft, Hoseok's lips were so soft and they felt like heaven as they skillfully moved with mine. His large hands resting on my hips. I never thought I would be able to feel this, be able to indulge in the feeling of the one thing that constantly haunts my dreams at night. I feel him pull away pink lips swollen and his breathing faster than normal, I did that.

"I thought you loved Jimin, why are you kissing me?" He asked as if there was any answer other than the obvious.

"I don't love Jimin, yes he's cute, and yes I pretend I do, but Hobbie. I've been in love with you since we were still trainees," A second later the only sound that could be heard was the sound of our mouths moving against each other and small breathless moans as Hoseok's hands squeezed my arse and pulled on my light blue hair.

"What the fuck are you doing!?" I heard a voice growl from behind me. I turned to see Jimin clearly angry before he stomped over to Hoseok and pushed him off. I made a sound of protest before standing up to try and prevent the fight that broke out between the two.

Jimin pushed Hoseok onto the floor aiming skilled punches toward his jaw, chest, stomach or any other area he could reach. Hoseok had tried to fight back landing far fewer hits then Jimin and mostly just trying to get the younger to quit before either of them were hurt. I tried to pry Jimin off of Hoseok with little success. They didn't stop until namjoon had come into the room pulling Jimin to his feet by his hair, that the two had calmed down while each being held back from the other. My arms were around Hoseok middle holding his arms down and trying to talk him down while Jimin was being held in the air by Namjoon and listening to Jin yell at him. It seemed as if he was ashamed, but for the most part, I was confused.

Five days ago after the talk with Hoseok, I had gone to Namjoon to talk about it, him being the only one to know about my feelings for both of the younger men. He had told me to sleep in Jungkook's and Taehyung's room for the night and I ended up sleeping in there every night since trying to understand my feeling for the two men, without being in a room with either. But from the looks of it, I missed more than just dance practice. Jimin looked broken and angrier then I had ever seen him and it wasn't just at Hoseok he seemed mad at me as well.

"What the hell is going on between you three?" Jin asked his hands on his hips; glaring at all three of us. "Jimin why did you attack them?"

"I don't know, Hobi tricked me and I was mad," he said, his voice small, it looked as if all the anger had left his body. He looked broken.

"What did you mean tricked you?" Jin asked as Hoseok suddenly looked like he was depressed as well.

"I slept with him, I kissed him and I told him I loved him, and then he walked in on me and Yoongi kissing," Hoseok answered looking ashamed of himself as he refused to look at either me or Jimin.

"Jimin," I said slowly "Don't be mad at Hoseok, I'm the one who kissed him, I threw myself at him. It's not his fault. Be mad at me it's my fault," I said. I felt tears pooling in my eyes as it all sank in, they were together, all the times Hoseok told me Jimin loved me, he knew that Jimin loved him. And when he said he loved me, he lied again. He doesn't love me, neither does Jimin.

"You three are going to stay in this room and sort out whatever is wrong in your heads, Jimin DON'T HIT ANYONE." Jin left the room I could hear him blocking it off a moment later.

"I'm sorry Jiminie, I didn't mean to hurt you, and I didn't mean to hurt you either Yoongi I just... I just didn't know what to do," Hoseok said moments later sounding lost still refusing to look at either of us,

"Don't beat your self up too bad, I knew you loved him. I mean we all did. It's one of the reasons stuff started between the two of us." Jimin said looking at Hoseok before turning toward me, "Yoongi he had it embedded into his mind that you were in love with me. I couldn't convince him that he was good enough for you because he kept insisting it was true. So we started hooking up after a fight. It changed about a month after that, into less fighting and more comfort, I knew he was still in love with you, God I'm still in love with you. Doesn't mean I was ready for the end though. I'm sorry I freaked out on you. I didn't have the right, I knew Hoseok didn't love me like loved him, but it didn't change the fact that knowing the two of you were together hurt. I'm sorry," He trailed off after his short rant, still looking ashamed.

"I'm so fucking confused right now,"I say before pointing at each of them,"  you two have been hooking up for months, Jimin loves Hoseok, Hobbie wants to be a dick to everyone because he can't make a decision," I sigh looking at the idiots," and I have to be insane because I still love both of you and gods if you two are the ones I want I think we are all crazy, because how the fuck does shit even get this weird,"I let out a laugh as at the situation, we are all insane. The two younger men begin to laugh as well.

"You punched me Jiminie," Hoseok said after a moment, but before Jimin could apologize Hoseok continued," But I still just want to kiss you, I'm sorry both of you, this never would have happened if I didn't keep playing games. I should have just told Jinnie Hyung to lock us in a room together months ago." He began to laugh again, and I picked up the pillow from beside me to hit him in the back of the head.

"I didn't get my turn at hitting the idiot yet,"I jokingly explain before Hoseok pounces on me beginning a tickle war, Jimin comes over to try and stop him but Hobbie easily pins us both down as we loudly laugh.

Once Hoseok lets us go both of are still laying on the floor Hoseok moves to lay next to Jimin hiding his head in the crook of his neck.

"Can we be something," Jimin ask after a few minutes of us all laying in silence. I had moved so I was partially laying on Jimin while Hoseok had his arms around each of us. we both look at him...