Dear Harry,
This is my fault, all of it. You are in this position because of me. If I had just sat down at the stupid coffee shop you wouldn't be here, and you wouldn't be in the pain you are in. I am so, so sorry I wasn't there to help. I hope you wake up soon. These past few weeks have been terrible. Knowing I could have prevented this somehow. I still remember when I got the call from Tom. It so vivid and I can't sleep knowing that I'll wake up in a sweat with you on my mind.
I got your letter. I read it very carefully, and I read it so many times. Trying to make sense of everything, and trying to comprehend that you love me too. Maybe you don't anymore though. I walking into that cafe two weeks ago and you were there same as always, it was exactly one week after I got your letter. I ordered my coffee, and I saw you looking at me sipping your tea smiling. It was as if we hadn't met before, and it was the first time you were seeing me. It was like all the stuff before didn't happen. I was going to sit down I really was, but then she came. She marched in as if she owned the place, and she kissed you right on the lips that once said they loved me. I now know she was trying to make me jealous, and Tom explained that she was the girl you had broken up with so long ago. I shouldn't have ran out of there like I did, and maybe if I had turned around I would have seen what happened, but I didn't. I ran home tears running down my cheeks, not knowing you had tried to follow me, but miserably failed and now we are here. Later that day Tom called me a smile formed on my lips as I read the caller ID, I thought he could make everything better, but just as I fixed my crumbling world it fell apart again. "Come to the hospital it's urgent." He said. I tried to say something anything, but my mind was to busy wondering away imagining the worst. At first it went to Paddy, sweet little paddy in the hospital, and then Sam. Never once did my mind go to you, but it should have. I got to the hospital as quick as possible, and Sam met me at the door. He told me everything, you ran after me trying to get my attention, but I was in my own little world and it's all my fault that car hit you. I should've sat down at the table. I should've sat down at the damn table and maybe then you wouldn't be here. Why did you have to come after me. Why did the car hit you. Why won't you wake up. I miss you Harry. Everyone does. I love you, and it's all my fault you almost died right as I found out you loved me too.
Sincerely,
Y/n
Hey guys hope you liked this chapter!!! I'll try to update more often now, but I make no promises. Also I'm think about doing a chapter where it's not a letter but idk. What do y'all think? I love you guys!!
~Gabbi
