dolan twins imagines

why i haven't been posting

i think that everyone goes through a point in their life where they're confused. 

not confused like you are in math class, trying to figure the surface area of the cylinder or in biology class, trying to figure out why homeostasis is so important in the human body. 

but confused like where am i supposed to be heading in this life? what's my purpose? what am i meant to do?

about a month ago, i chose my classes for the next year in high school. i've been trying to figure out what direction i wanted to go in in my life. was it business and management, pre-med, engineering, journalism, etc. 

even though i'm only fourteen years old (soon to be fifteen), i'm actually really worried for what my future holds. i would hate later in my life when i'm like 25, and just then realizing that this isn't what i wanted to do, and it's not my dream, or my passion. once you're over the age of like 25 or 30, it's kind of hard to go back and actually do what you wanted to do. 

sometimes it's good not knowing what the future holds, but as an organized and planned person, i want to know what the future holds. 

i hear my friends talk about going to harvard or yale and how they want to study law or pre-med, and once it gets to me, it's dead silent because i have no idea what i want to do. and i'm just realizing that. 

so i guess i took some time off for me to really think about what i wanted to do. the one thing i know for sure that i want to do, is this. 

writing. creative writing. journalism, even. 

i'm sorry that i have been gone for at least two months. i know i promised some people that i would do an imagine for them and i told them i would post it the next day but i never did. you don't know how bad i feel for saying i would do something and never do it. so for those of you i said i would write an imagine about, i'm so sorry and i don't know when i will post them but i can promise you that i will eventually. 

some of you are probably angry with me for not posting and you have all the reason to be since i know some of you guys really look forward to me posting. i'm always on and off on here, but it really is hard trying to come up with original ideas and then the actual writing part. 

so thank you for being patient with me, it means more than you know. 

if you read this through the end, thank you. really. 

comment some ideas if you'd like and maybe i can get back to posting regularly from now on. 

i love you to the moon and back and back again. 

all the love, amy.