Fleeting Thoughts

Darling

I can't count the tears

But I can count the moments

It's so hard to forget something that gave you so much to remember

Wishing you could go back and change the situation

But would futility maul your heart?

I want to believe that this is all fiction

But reality has anchored me from moving ahead

Do my prayers fall on deaf ears?

I don't hear an answer

Waiting won't get me anywhere So I can only drudge ahead

Why did I go through with it then?

My heart must be a liar

But I know it wasn't

Just one kiss, one subtle caress, might put me on the path to normalcy

But would it be enough?

My insatiable hunger for you pains me worse than fire

And my thirst for our words of reconcile cannot be quenched

Why must we die in love so much?

But love is like a Phoenix, reborn from the ashes to fly again

But is it truly eternal?

I cry for our loss

I smile to mask the truth

Years will go by and my youth will perish

But my desire for you never ages

May God bless you with another

But you, my sun, my moon and my stars shall linger on in memory