Shannon's POV
While Diego made his way out of my house I couldn't help but become a total mess. I actually thought that, for once, someone had come to take me away from the hellhole I live in. That someone really cared. Guess he really was trying to get into my pants.
I couldn't even believe I had just fallen for the "i'll break up with her I swear" bullshit. I'm so goddamn gullible. I changed into something more comfortable, a sweater and some old track shorts. I lifelessly threw myself into my bed, turning on more of The Office, at-least that could make me laugh.
I did what any logical girl does and quickly blocked Diego on any social media. I tossed my phone onto the other side of my bed and crawled under my covers, watching tv.
After a few more episode I couldn't go any longer without eating. I had only ate that one piece of toast and if I didn't eat anything else soon I would explode. I slowly dragged myself off my bed, making my way downstairs.
When I reached the kitchen I shuffled through different chips and cereals until I found what I wanted. I picked up a bad of takis (a type of hot fries) and poured myself a icy water bottle. Gathering my things, I made my way back into my room.
I reached to open my bedroom door but as I did, my bag of chips fell right into the floor, spilling everywhere.
"fuck." I whined.
That was a brand knew tucking bag :(. I reached down to begin picking up the dirty chips. I felt a hand on my shoulder, making me shoot straight up. I looked behind me and saw Diego standing there.
"Shannon please let me explain." His eyes were heavy and he avoided looking directly at me.
I thought hard about his requests for a minute. Explain? How could he possible make a cover story for fucking the girl he claimed he didn't like, while being a thing with the girl he claimed was the only one he wanted. This would be good.
"Fine. Make it fast." I crossed my arms.
"Okay, Shannon I only said that because I had been fucked up on some Xans and I was stupid and horny and I couldn't hit you up because I couldn't take advantage of you like that-" he let the words fall out of his mouth fast then his lips could shape the words.
"So the logical thing to do Is go fucking some other girl? You have a hand for a reason Diego." I felt the tears rising back up in my eyes.
"No! Shannon I'm sorry I know it was so stupid of me and I seriously had no reason to even think it was okay. I'm sorry! Just please give me another chance." I saw tears forming in his eyes too at this point.
I could see in his face that he truly was sorry. But i couldn't let that distract me from the fact that he had gone behind my back the way he did.
"Just, give me some space for a while Diego."
I walked back into my room, locking the door behind me. I waited until I knew he had left the house before running into the bathroom. I patted my face mwith makeup, getting rid of any blemishes that were on it. I made my lashes darker and did the usual makeup routine. I changed back into the clothing I had on before.
Once I was satisfied with my look I grabbed my bag and headed out the door. I grabbed the car keys to my car and hopped in it. I drove by myself to the mall. I decided I needed to get out for a while.
When I approached the mall I checked myself out in my mirror one last time before grabbing my phone and locked my car behind me. I looked realllyyyy good. If Diego ran into me he would regret ever cheating on me.
Well, that was the problem. I didn't know if I could even be mad at him. He didn't technically cheat on me. We weren't officially dating.
I reached the mall entrance and reached for the door handle but some kind man ran up beside me and opened it for me.
"Here you go." He smirked.
I looked over at him and met his gaze. My eyes immediately grew wide and I felt a knot in my throat from. It couldn't be. I must be dreaming. Was that actually- no. There's just no way.
"Uh- Um, yo- your Tri- Trippie Redd?" I stuttered in disbelief.
He chuckled and lifted his dreads up from in front of his face.
"So you have heard of me?" He licked his lips.
Oh my god.
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Just so you guys know I decided I'm going to make Shannon 17 in this story.
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