Three agents, four men that have endured so much more darkness than anyone should have to. The first step to getting better, even though others weren't as lucky. Even though there is such light there is still darkness. They are working to stop it bu...
※|ＦＩＦＴＥＥＮ|※ The Practice Room Officially Completed: 3/15/18
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A half an hour later Jimin wakes up to an empty bed. He frowns and runs his arm over the spot Yoongi was laying in, yearning for the man's warm body to cuddle him again. Its the most peaceful Jimin has slept since he's been here. He doesn't know what he was thinking though.
I expected too much from him.. pfft like he was really gonna be here when I woke up. Maybe I've been thinking wrong.. I shouldn't trick my heart into believing he likes me..
His thoughts about Yoongi having an interest in him faded, but not completely. He still felt hope, he could only tell as time continues.
The fan fictions Hoseok gave Jimin to read did in fact, corrupt his mind like Jin said it would. He could handle it yes, but every once in while he'd look at Yoongi and what they call a smut/lemon scene from one of the books would pop up into his head. It made him feel guilty seeing Yoongi that way, but he couldn't help it. Some of the things the male would do triggered his thoughts. The other day, Jimin got a view of Yoongi's body. To the boy his body was absolutely gorgeous, it was lightly toned and his skin had tanned a bit due to the sun. Then a pool scene from one of Hoseok's books flashed into his head.
Now, Jimin know's he shouldn't have accepted that offer now because he's also hooked. The books also contain various amounts of drama and romance which is more the reason why he is so caught up in the books. The person to blame: Hoseok.
The boy sits up and rubs the sleep from his eyes. Trying to stray his mind away from Yoongi, his plans for the day appeared in his head. Today, Jimin wanted to test himself before putting himself in front of Jin. Test his limits, and see how far he could go.
Parting with his bed, he heads over to the closet that is slowly but surely being filled up with clothes. Jimin chooses, a muscle tank top, and joggers to go with it. He laces up his converse and heads out his phone in hand. He walks into the kitchen to grab a water bottle before actually heading to the dance room. Jimin knows the other men in the house won't be able to hear his music since he couldn't even hear Jin's until he reached the gym.
Jimin opens the door and turns on the light. Once his things were down on the table where the speakers sat, he stretched. He learned his lesson on dancing before stretching years ago, it kept him in bed for a whole day. That time was miserable since being active was his life before he was abducted. Before this, the boy was a personal trainer, he loved his job. He got to see people striving to better for themselves which was inspiring to him. He loved that he could be apart of a chapter in a person's life as they worked to the goal they had set for themselves.
Jimin gets up from his spot on the floor and plugs his phone up to the speakers. The song sounded, and he turned the volume up as far as it could go. As the intro started he walked slowly to the center of the room. Once the beat dropped he came up with a fast sharp movement to go with it. As Jimin danced he also mouthed the words to himself in the mirror. He let the music carry him to another world.
At the end of the song, Jimin ended up on his knees, out of breath. He knows he did amazingly well for not dancing in two years. Looking at himself in the mirror, he couldn't help but smile at himself. The feeling he had- well he was proud of himself. He got up and took a drink of water from his water bottle before continuing. When the next song began to play, Jimin becomes just as lost in it. This time he stopped dancing only to sing as he pretended he was in a music video for the song.
Fxxk It by BIGBANG came on, Jimin began singing quite loudly. He didn't quite know the English parts of this song yet because he found it recently, but he picked up on the lyrics fairly quickly from being obsessed with the song. Jimin's voice surprised him, he forgot how loud he could be when he really wanted to. The wonderful feeling of singing slipped his mind while he was trapped. It was like all the good things in his world drifted farther from his mind the longer he stayed there. How long would it have taken for him to completely lose himself? What if he never had the chance to reclaim some parts of his old self? That is a thought that scares Jimin because if Yoongi wouldn't have picked him that day, he doesn't know where he'd be right now.
Jimin shut his eyes and allowed the music to carry him as he began to dance as he sung. He was so far gone he didn't notice Hoseok walk into the room. Hoseok was going to go to the gym for an early workout, but he couldn't help but be curious hearing the heartbeat of the music mixed with a voice he found out was Jimin's, it sounded so beautiful it led him to the room.
Once the song ended Jimin's heart nearly flew out of his chest hearing Hoseok clap behind him. He rests his hand upon his heart as he went to the speaker to turn down his music. Standing there for a moment, he placed his hands on his knees as he hunched over trying to catch a breath. Now he knows what Jin felt like.
"I didn't know you could sing so well!" Hoseok smiles, "And god! Your dancing was amazing!" Hoseok compliments further. "Thank you so much." Still, out of breath, a blush coated the boy's cheeks as he could feel himself already shying away. Singing was one things he didn't do around people often. He knew his voice was great, but he felt as if it wasn't good enough to show the world. The world is so cruel.
"That seemed so fun! You've got teach me a few things one day!" Hoseok says walking closer to Jimin. "We'll plan for it," Jimin agrees with a soft smile.
The dancer now adds that to his mental list of things to help the boys do. "Definitely! I'm going to go workout," Hoseok says beginning to exit the room. "Alright, have a good work out!" Jimin prays that no one else will walk in on him while he's dancing.
It's time to find a different time to come to the practice room.
