Three agents, four men that have endured so much more darkness than anyone should have to. The first step to getting better, even though others weren't as lucky. Even though there is such light there is still darkness. They are working to stop it bu...
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Jimin lies awake in bed unable to sleep. He had fallen asleep once before, but he had another dream about Yoongi and woke up in a panic. After being here for so long, Jimin never would've thought he would ever feel this way; worthless. His insecurities ate at him, telling him a list of reasons why Yoongi wouldn't ever be with him.
Giving up on sleep, Jimin grabs his art supplies. Only grabbing the utensils he'd need which would only be a pencil and his sketchbook. His eyes began burn lightly, tears threatening him. Getting back into bed, he began to sketch a figure very similar to him, long hair, skinny body, but it had no face. Blinking back tears, In scratch lettering, he filled the face in with the words, 'not enough'. The tears began to stream and he didn't stop them. A teardrop fell onto the drawing causing a black smudge. After drawing more of these figures, he looked at his window to see the sun was starting to make an appearance. Wondering what time it was, he looked at the time on his phone to see it was six in the morning.
He decides to sit his artwork down on the floor. After getting comfortable he fell asleep almost immediately. Waking up, Jimin checked the clock to see it was five in the evening. It surprised him no one came to wake him up. It made him think no one cared for him. He didn't know each of the men had come in every hour to see if he was awake. They didn't want to bother him because they all knew he had a rough night. Jimin stays in bed until he has to use the bathroom. No one came upstairs during this time so he was able to go back to his room without being stopped.
Jungkook didn't bother to knock before opening the door. "I knew I heard you," Jungkook says giving Jimin a little smile. Jimin gave him a tired smile return. "How are you doing?" Jungkook asks already knowing the answer, but he had hope that Jimin's answer would be "a little better." "I'm fine," Jimin answers simply. "Are you hungry?" "No," Jimin shakes his head. "If you need us, we're downstairs okay?" Jimin nods in response. Jungkook leaves shutting the door. Jimin crawls into the corner of his bed, bringing his blanket with him. He sat in silence as he put his head on his arms, after bringing his knees up to his chest.
Yoongi and I are going to be awkward now. I never wanted this to happen to us... I should pull myself together when they get here and I should just tell him that I just want to forget about everything that happened...
Jimin desperately just wanted Yoongi not to hate him because of this.
When the boys came home he stuck to his word and made himself looked as pieced together as he could. His eyes were still puffy from crying, but all he could do was hope that Yoongi wouldn't notice.
Hearing more voices than the other three men, Jimin walked downstairs. "Jimin!" Jungkook smiles. Yoongi dropped his things on the couch and made his way over to Jimin. He stopped Yoongi in his tracks by calling out his name brokenly. "It's fine Yoongi really. I- uh I understand. I don't want this to make our friendship weird so please just forget what I said," Jimin says. Tears threatened him again seeing Yoongi's face.
Jimin not wanting everyone to see him cry, he turns practically running up the stairs. "Jimin wait!" Yoongi says running after him, but Jimin stops turning around again tears now streaming down his face. "Please don't follow me. You'll make it worse. I told you I understand, there's no need to explain anything to me." This time Yoongi stayed in his place, watching Jimin go all the way up the stairs.
Yoongi sits down on the stairs, putting his face in his hands. He feels horrible, Jimin wouldn't even let him get a word out. Jimin didn't come out of his room for the remainder of the night.
Baekhyun, going to his room stopped at Jimin's door. He knew exactly what it felt like to be in Jimin's place. Maybe he'd like to talk to him since he wasn't as close as everyone else was. Baekhyun knocked on the door, a little "come in" sounds from the other side. As Baekhyun was walking in he didn't notice Yoongi staring.
He began to think Baekhyun was going to try and go after Jimin. The thought made Yoongi green with jealousy.
Closing the door Jimin ask, "So what is it?" "Did the guys send you in here? I'm fine really," Jimin wipes tears from his eyes looking up from his screen. "They didn't send me in here. We just missed you at dinner and no one has really come to your room to ask you if you're okay," Baekhyun says stuffing his hands in the pockets of his joggers.
"I guess everyone knows what happened?" Jimin questioned. "I don't know the full story, if you want to tell me," Baekhyun says. "Um-" "Can I sit Down? Sorry I didn't mean to interrupt." Jimin nods than continues as Baekhyun takes a seat on his bed, "I just let Yoongi know my feelings towards him and I guess he was so disgusted he ran out the room," Jimin says looking down at his lap. Baekhyun wanted to tell him that Yoongi actually did want to be with him but he couldn't give Jimin false hope for something might never happen.
Baekhyun had no idea that Yoongi actually had feelings for Jimin, the three agents hadn't gotten comfortable enough with him to talk about personal topics such as that. This was the only time he wished he was close to the agents. He wanted to ask Yoongi about it, but Yoongi would probably tell him it was none of his business.
He decides to tell Jimin this instead, "I can at least say things will get better with time. Yoongi is pretty damn stupid though! You're a really attractive man Jimin, and from what I've seen you're pretty great. Once all this mess is cleared up, once you get out of here I'm sure someone will fall for you." "You think so?" Jimin asks looking up at Baekhyun with hope filled eyes. "I know so! Just keep hope," Baekhyun smiles. After some moments of silence, Baekhyun begins to make his way to the door. A hand on the knob he says, "If you need someone to talk to I'm all ears."
"Thanks, Baekhyun you're a good friend," Jimin says giving him a small smile. Baekhyun opens the door and walks out going to his own room.
Baekhyun is a very sweet guy. Jimin is glad he came to see him now. Any reason he had for not trusting Baekhyun had disappeared. His words brought a little sunshine through the clouds in his head.
