Three agents, four men that have endured so much more darkness than anyone should have to. The first step to getting better, even though others weren't as lucky. Even though there is such light there is still darkness. They are working to stop it bu...
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A week later on a rainy Saturday, Jin found himself with his legs tucked underneath him as he tried to watch the funny show on the TV. The boys and he have all just eaten breakfast and now everyone's off to do their own thing. Jungkook and Tae in the backyard. Yoongi off to his room and Jimin in his. Namjoon and Hoseok not to be found. That was what made Jin's stomach turn in jealousy. The male has the biggest crush on Namjoon, but he knows that Hoseok does too.
Often, it makes him feel a little upset that Namjoon might have feelings for Hoseok in return and they might be together in the future. Hoseok is one of his best friends, he doesn't know about Jin's crush. Hoseok told him about his interest in Namjoon first. So with that, as of right now, he was barely watching the TV. The thought of the two clouding his thoughts making him feel a little down. This has been getting to him ever since Hoseok told him that he was going to be flirtatious toward Joon. Although the agents aren't allowed to be with them, it didn't mean they couldn't flirt back. This is why Jin hates being alone. When there's no one to keep him busy, he overthinks. He hasn't told any of the boys that though, he doesn't want them to hang out with him out of pity.
Namjoon and Hoseok walk out from the back where the indoor-pool and gym are located. Jin turns off the TV and begins to make his way towards the stairs.
Here they come. This is my time to go.
"Hey, Jin!" Hoseok says with a smile and a wave.
Damn it.
"Hey!" Jin gives a fake smile and voices as much enthusiasm as he could muster up. "Where ya going?" Namjoon asks wiping sweat with the white towel he had draped around his neck.
Jin couldn't resist taking in how hot Namjoon looked. He was wearing a white muscle tank that was sticking onto his body due to him drenched in sweat. Black shorts to go with it, that seemed like they were barely hanging onto his waist, as his Calvin Klein boxers were poking through. He was certain if the shirt would've raised any higher a v-line would've been visible. It was like Jin could see every droplet of sweat rolling down Namjoon's body. He swallowed hard as he felt his cheeks heat up.
This man, is a whole sin. That right there, is a whole sin. I need to get out of here. Jin thought with the bite of his bottom lip.
"T-to my room," Jin stuttered flustered. "Why-" Before Namjoon could utter another word Jin was already making his way up the stairs quickly. Getting to the top he mentally cursed himself for looking at Namjoon like that. Upon getting to his room he shut the door and locked it.
Namjoon's face scrunched up in confusion as the dark brunette man didn't even give him time to speak. "Is he alright?" He asks Hoseok his voice laced with worry for the slightly shorter man. It seemed Jin didn't want to speak to him. Had he done something wrong? "I don't know, should I go check on him?" Hoseok asks worrying about his best friend. "I'll do it, it seems like it's because of me he left," Namjoon says frowning. The thought of Jin disliking him doesn't sit right at all. Jin is one of his favorite people to hang out with especially since he's had an interest in him.
"I'm sure that's not true! Jin loves having you around," Hoseok says putting his hand on the younger's shoulder. Namjoon turns his head to the older and says with a small sigh, "I'm gonna go take a shower." Hoseok nods and Namjoon travels to his room to shower. Leaving Hoseok hoping that Namjoon was okay.
When the water was at his desired temperature, Namjoon strips himself of his drenched clothing, and steps in. As the hot water soothes his skin, Hoseok began to occupy his thoughts. He was sent to get Jin before he got Hoseok. They didn't come from the same place as Jimin and Jungkook. In fact, the two came from the same one as well. They seemed to be treating the boys fairly because they looked more dolled up and cared for.
Namjoon was honestly excited to get Jin because he was so very pretty. His hair at the time was a bit of a pastel pink. His eyes drooped from sadness after being taken away from his family and old friends. Namjoon of course noticed this. Jin was depressed coming into the house, and he's improved so much after a year and a half.
Namjoon knows some of that is because of him because he was the first friend Jin had had in so long. Namjoon being the sweetheart he is, checked up on him constantly and always tried to spend time with him. Namjoon would constantly worry about going to work though because he had to leave Jin at home so that's when Hoseok came into play. Since they could fill the house with four more guys according to the rules, Namjoon decided to get a second guy. Hoseok was part of the reason why Jin was happy. Namjoon knew the eldest was joyful to not be alone anymore when he and the other two men had to go to work.
Namjoon wondered what was wrong with Jin. He would be lying if he said he hadn't caught feelings for the now dark-haired man in their time together. It seems like Jin has grown distant though and that worries Namjoon.
What have I done to make him distance himself? Maybe his depression is getting to him again? That thought makes Namjoon's heartbreak as his stomach churned.
Namjoon finished up his shower and got dressed in a red t-shirt and black joggers. After putting his dirty clothes away in his dirty clothes hamper, he made the tiny trip to Jin's room. The male knocked on the wooden, white perfectly painted door softly.
"Who is it?" Jin asks from the other side. "Joon!" The taller man answers. He could hear as Jin unlocked the door. The door swung open to reveal a fake happy Jin. Namjoon let himself in and stood in the middle of the room as Jin shut the door.
"What's wrong?" The slightly shorter man asks, walking pass Namjoon and to his bed. The smell of the younger's body wash filled Jin's nose. It was almost calming to him in a way. The man sat on the bed next to Jin.
Namjoon turns his head towards the boys who's head was pointed down his eyes fixated on his lap. "Are you okay? You walked off before I could say much," Namjoon's voice laced with a tinge of sadness and worry. "I'm fine. I don't know why I did that, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you worry about me," Jin apologizes even though he has nothing to apologize for. "You didn't need to apologize for that. It's just it's seemed like we've grown distant and that's not something I want to happen," Namjoon explains honestly, placing a hand on Jin's knee. Jin looks up at him catching his eyes. Oh boy, how he could've kissed him.
"I'm sorry to make you feel that way. I didn't know," he says his eyebrows knitting together in a frown. "Let's change that hm? How about I hang out with you for the rest of the day?" Namjoon suggest. Jin couldn't help the small smile forming on his lips. "I'd like that," He says. Joon put his arm around him and pulled him in for a side hug. Namjoon can feel the relief taking over his body. Everything feels okay again.
The tension in the room was so thick that not even the strongest man alive could cut it with a sword. Jin thinks of one of his always amazingly funny jokes he tells to help clear the air. Jin looks at his best friend giving him a closed smile.
"What?" Namjoon asks, his eyebrows knitting in confusion a smile appearing on his face seeing Jin's adorable one.
"Why did the Can crusher quit his job?" Jin asks already beginning to giggle. Namjoon threw his head back sighing an amused look now on his features. "Why?" Namjoon asks upon putting his head back down. "It was soda pressing!" Jin began to laugh, it being the equivalent to the sound of windshield wipers. "Damn it Jin," Namjoon says laughing lightly with the man.
There's my Seokjin, Namjoon thought as more worry for the older man faded.
