Voodoo Doll (boyXboy)

Chapter Nineteen, And I'm Out Of My Mind

Chapter Nineteen, And I'm Out Of My Mind

(Ashton's POV)

"Justin I-"

"Shh, shhh... Just relax ok"

"But Justin I-"

"Ashton calm down... It's not like we're murdering someone"

"Niall, I don't know if I can do this, not to Luke"

"He won't find out, so just relax alright?"

"Alright..."

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It was all to weird to me, but, then again, I didn't really feel half of it. My vision went blurry, voices weren't clear... I don't think I was in control of my actions one bit. It was just a mess. I passed out too.

When I woke up, Justin was wiping my face with a towel he had gotten from his bathroom. I was sitting on Justin's floor in his bed room, leaning on the wall. Justin's house was nice, and big too. He lived on the end of Weaver rd., and Niall was his neighbor which I never knew. Most of my time at Justin's after school was done in his room, and that's where I still was. There was pictures of him and Niall all over the walls, it was kind of creepy and strange, but it wasn't really my place to speak bad about someone...

"You ok Ashton?" Justin asked me, Niall was smirking while sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Go to fast for yea?" Niall said, sticking his tongue against the inside of his cheek and moving it along the side.

"Shut up Niall you know why he's all a mess" Justin said looking back and Niall, Niall leaned forward on the bed and looked at Justin as if he was stupid. I looked at Justin wanting answers.

"Why am I all messed up?" I asked, Justin turned red and looked really embarrassed but soon directed his eyes towards me.

"Because everyone's like that there first time" Justin said, Niall laughed sitting back on Justin's bed, trying to cover his feet with the uneven navy blue bed sheet.

"Would you like a drink or something?" Justin asked me, I tapped my tongue on the roof of my mouth and felt it was a bit dry. I hadn't really thought about my thrust lately, but that's only because I have so much more on my mind. Or, not on my mind...

"Sure, that'd be great" I said, and Justin got up and went to go get me a drink of some sorts. Niall sat on the edge of Justin's bed, really comfortable with the whole situation, it was all a bit weird how comfortable and normal this was for Niall. It's like he had been doing it for along time, it made me wonder how long Justin and him has this... Thing going on.

Justin came back into the room after that, holding a glass of pop out in his hand.

"Thank you," I said while taking the pop and sipping it slowly, Justin sat down on his bed, kissing Niall on the cheek.

"So ashton, you think your gonna do this now?" Justin asked me, I took a huge gulp of my pop and almost chocked on it. I wasn't ready to make the decision about this yet, I could barley process this yet. I saw Niall whisper something to Justin and I wasn't quiet sure what if was but I was very sure that I heard the word doll in there. I froze. Doll. Meaning like a voodoo doll. I didn't jump to conclusions so soon, but in the back of my mind I couldn't help but wonder and think.

"No no, relax Niall. Let's see what he has to say" Justin said, then him and Niall both looked at me. I had to think up an answer and fast. I felt really under pressure.

"Can I have to time think about it?" I asked which really wasn't the greatest answer but it was the best one they were getting at the moment. Niall looked at Justin and the back at me, nodding as he did so.

"Yeah, I guess so. But answer back quick, we don't just pick anyone, you know?" Justin said, I looked at him and Niall how they were both smirking at me and I felt my face heat up.

"Is it ok if I use the bathroom?" I asked, Justin nodded and pointed out his bedroom door.

"It's downstairs, right when you walk down." Justin said, I smiled and then walked out of Justin's room and over to the stairs. As I stepped down the carpeted steps, I saw the bathroom and immediately walked away from it. I didn't want to go to the bathroom, I wanted to snoop. I walked off away from the bathroom and over to another door, that was closed and had a lock on it.

I walked over to it and placed my hand on the door knob, expecting it to be locked. But it wasn't, and to my surprise opened without a peep. I took a deep breath, looking back over my shoulders at the stairs to make sure Justin and Niall weren't watching me as I pushed the door open and snuck inside.

The room was small, and a bit dusty, but the way everything was left showed that someone was certainly here before. I looked around, giving the room a clean sweep, seeing a wooden table, a sewing kit, a chair and a book shelf. I walked over to the book shelf and at first, couldn't comprehend what I was seeing.

Book after book, page after page of black magic texts and steps on how to perform black magic. I gasped, reading one title of one book. That book is what scared me, that one book untitled-

"What are you doing in here?" Justin interrupted my thoughts and every last instinct in my body was telling me to run, but I wasn't moving at all. My feet stayed planted on the floor and my arms by my sides.

"This isn't the bathroom at all" Justin said, I was breathing deeply and loudly, I couldn't move even though I wanted to so bad, and that one book that frightened me with its title was still staring me right in the face.

"Ashton, Ashton, Ashton... Why did you do this?" Justin asked, and walked in front of me. I saw his face, he looked crazy, insane even.

"You really shouldn't have done this... Damn it Ashton now I'm going to have to do something I really didn't want to do to you.. But what ever now" Justin said turning around and picking up a book off the shelf of his black magic.

"Are you doing the memory wipe spell?" Niall asked from the door, Justin nodded as he placed the book down on the wooden table and started flipping threw the pages. I wanted to move, but no matter how hard I tried I stayed there, no moving, no nothing. I just stood there and took breaths.

"We'll I'm going to have to now, he saw my stuff" Justin said, I gulped. I saw his stuff so now he was going to wipe my memory? That seemed impossible and a bit extreme. I looked over to Niall who was holding a doll in his hand. It looked exactly like me, and he was holding it tight. That was a voodoo doll of me.

"Where did you get that?" I asked, surprised I could still speak. Niall laughed and then pointed at Justin with the doll of me, I moved to the same direction he was pointing in and was now closer to Justin.

"Can I just tell him? I mean, your wiping his memory anyways" Niall said, Justin sighed and then shrugged

"If you want," Justin said, and now I was listening closely. I was going to get some answers.

"I didn't get this doll from rainbow bright, you know that right?" Niall said, holding the doll of me up in his hand. I looked at him in confusing.

"If you didn't get it from Michael, where did you get it?" I said, Niall sat down the edge of the wooden desk and laughed.

"We'll where do you think rainbow bright got his dolls?" Niall said, my eyes widened and I looked at Niall and Justin. Niall pointed at Justin.

"This guy is a black magic genius" Niall laughed, I was impossibly confused. Justin could make voodoo dolls? Was that what Niall was trying to say?

"Ok I found the spell, first I have to knock him out" Justin said, Niall looked at him and raised one eye brow.

"Really?" He asked, Justin laughed and shook his head.

"I don't have to, I just want to" Justin said, and then lifted up a hard cover book and hit me in the head with it. All I saw was black.

"Every time I see... I don't know why my heart begins to race"