Voodoo Doll (boyXboy)

Chapter Fifteen, Bathroom Time With Mr. Bieber

Chapter Fifteen, Bathroom Time With Mr. Bieber

(Ashton's POV)

Once I got out of Niall's sight, I decided I needed a breather, and a long one too. I couldn't sit there knowing all Niall was going to do was talk about Louis. I couldn't take it. Louis deserved what he got, and I didn't care if some other stupid bully is upset about it. I stormed into the boys bathroom, where I ran into Luke who was peeing in the urinal.

"Luke Hemmings taking a piss" I announced once I entered the bathroom, Luke gasped loudly and almost ran off away from the urinal.

"Oh god! Ashton You scared me!" he yelled as he finished pissing and began to pull up his pants. Since we were both boys this wasn't anything new, we had seen each other pee loads of times. I laughed at Luke getting scared at me, then went to go lean on the sink. Luke walked over to the sink, starting the water and washing his hands.

"Are you mad at me?" Luke asked, I looked at Luke and shook my head.

"No. Why would I be mad at you?" I asked, Luke took a deep breath, leaning over the sink and then looking at me in the mirror, our eyes meeting in the refection.

"I'm weak. I chickened out with the doll and then sat there crying the rest of the night. Who wouldn't be mad at me? I'm even mad at me" Luke asked, he looked very worried, and I wasn't entirely sure why. I didn't snap that much on him the other day, had I? Something about these dolls and the whole idea of being able to control other people with a toy may turn me into a monster. But Luke seemed to save me from that, and bring me back to reality. Although, I still had some darker thoughts.

"You're not any of those, Luke you are the voice of reason, but we forced you to... kill... you should be mad at me, not yourself" I said, Luke and I just stood there for a while until someone else walked into the bathroom. It was Justin.

"Bieber" I said, he waved and walked over to the sink beside Luke, turning the water on and pointlessly washing nothing off his hands.

"Irwin. Hemmings." he said, barely paying any attention to me and Luke. Luke started to tap his fingers on the counter, looking right at Justin.

"Ok I'm not an idiot, you didn't just come in here to scrub your hands, what do you really want?" Luke asked in a rude tone, Justin turned the sink off and walked over to me, but still kept his eyes on Luke.

"I want to talk to Ashton, alone" Justin said, I looked at him confused. Me and Justin barely talked, why all of a sudden did he want to talk to me alone. Luke was about to protest, but then just went with it and stumbled out of the bathroom with his head down.

"Ok Justin what is i-" BAM! I got pushed up onto the sink counter by Justin's strong hands. He was holding down my wrists, making it very hard for me to move at all. I kicked my feet and opened my mouth to scream for Luke but my scream got muffled. And not by hands, or an arm. No, with Justin's lips. What was happening? What the fuck was going on? Nothing fully processed until i got the strength to push Justin off of me. Justin had just kissed me, on the lips, for no reason at all. I opened my mouth to protest, but Justin pushed his index finger against my lips, shushing me.

"Hush Ashton, just stay quiet for a minute" he said, I was terrified, and so fear over powered me and I stopped talking. I just stood there, continuing to be confused.

"Listen, I have a very important question for you, baby doll" Justin said in a flirty voice, i gulped, i was very unsure what was happening here.

"I have this thing going on, well, it was going on until Louis passed on... Sorta a friends with benefits thing, so you could only imagine what I'm getting at here" Justin said, and all this took a minute for me to understand. But then I got it. Justin was asking me to be friends with benefits with him. Why? Did he not know i was with Luke? Did he want me to replace Louis in what ever weird love triangle thing they had going on?

"Justin I-"

"Ashton, we don't need to tell Luke, we don't need to tell Michael or Calum.. We don't need to tell anyone but me, you and Niall" Justin said, coming up to me and looking me straight in the eyes.

"Justin," I said holding out my hand to his face, trying to get him to move back away from me, but instead he took two of my fingers in his mouth and gently ran his tongue across them. I hated to admit it but, that really got me on.

"First thought, best thought" Justin said against my fingers. I looked him right in his chocolate brown eyes, strangely getting pull in by them.

"So what's your first thought Ashton?" Justin asked, and I grabbed his shoulders, pulling him towards me and attaching our lips. We kissed again, and I had no idea what had gotten into me. Justin? Out of all the people? And I didn't even care about the fact I was cheating on Luke right now. Justin's words were still repeating in my head 'we don't need to tell Luke, we don't need to tell Michael or Calum..'

"Justin, this is wrong" I said, pulling away from his lips, Justin smirked at me and touched our noses together then he sat me on the sink counter.

"That's your second thought, but your first thought is the best thought" Justin said, I laughed and brushed a piece of Justin's hair behind his ear

"Fuck you, what does that even mean?" I asked, Justin laughed and kissed me on the cheek.

"It means that you and me, got something going on now" Justin spoke, I gulped as he went to kiss me again, but this time it wasn't as heated as the ones before. Justin slipped something under my hand on the counter and then started to walk backwards towards the bathroom door.

"That's my cell, text me up. Meet me after school by your locker" Justin said, and with that, he walked out of the bathroom. I picked up the little slip of paper with his phone number scribbled on it and then looked at the bathroom door.

"Damn... Why am I so excited for this?" I asked myself quietly as I slipped off the sink counter. I took a deep breath and put the phone number in my pocket. I was actually going to do this, and before I second guessed myself, I took a deep breath.

"First thought, best thought"

"And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest, and I'm having trouble catching my breath"

A/N hey there beautiful dolls! :3 this authors note is just because I need you all to watch this movie called "Kill Your Darlings" it is a fucking amazing movie and I can't stress this enough. It is the best thing I ever watched! So if your looking for a good movie, watch kill your darlings. It's staring Daniel Radcliffe and Dane Dehaan. Word of advise! Don't watch it with your parents there smutty parts and I don't know how they would handle gay sex and stuff. But anyways it's the best movie ever! So you should watch it! You could probably find it online and I know it's on iTunes to rent. So, have a nice day and watch that movie! I quoted it a lot in this chapter.. Happy Victoria day! Bye bye! Xoxo