one last look

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I ran to my dad, who was sitting on the couch, looking in midair. I ran up to him, and hugged him really tight. I started sobbing once again. Then i spoke "I don't want to go tomorrow dad.." I was able to say though my sobbing. "I know, I know Y/N. But we have to go. Ok?" He said, and i nodded. Oh, I didn't tell you? Well, tomorrow is my mother's funeral... and if I go.. I.. I don't want to... see her get buried.. we realised from the hug, and we just started talking. "Have you been eating?" My dad said, and i nodded. "Well that's good" he said. "Have.. you been going to work?" I asked him, and he shook his head and said "No. But I plan to go to work in 2 weeks." I nodded then he spoke again. "Have you been going to school" he asked. "No.." he then stood up. "It's alright. It's to tough to go to school, or work. But we should go now" I looked at him confused, "where?" I asked him, then he went towards the door. "Well, we need to go to the funeral home to dress mom for tomorrow. Then we need to go buy her coffin, and some flowers. Then we'll get something to eat" he smiled at me. I got up and went towards. I smiled, then we left. We were walking to the funeral home, until we finally got there. I was afraid to go in. But I did anyways. We went to her room.. and there... right there.... right in front of me.... is where my mother... was lying. My eyes started to tear up, seeing her body. I walked towards her. She was cold, hard. After a hour, she was finally dressed. I was mostly crying though. After we went to go buy her coffin, and some of her favorite flowers. They took the coffin to the funeral home. And we kept the flower for tomorrow. Later, we went to go buy something to eat. We ate, then I went home, and my father also went home. I went to my room. While I was walking past the kitchen, I saw Tae, and Jungkook. I walked over to them. "Hey guys" I said with a low tone. They got startled, cause they didn't see me. "Is something wrong?" Tae said, and walked over to me. I started crying once again. I hugged Taehyung really tight. "I don't want to go tomorrow" I managed to say. "I know Y/N, I know" After that. We talked for awhile. They said the reason why Jin was not there, is because something came up. Usually Jin is the one here. About 2 hours later, they both left. I then got ready, and went to bed. (Nest day) I got up early today. I went to the bathroom and got ready. I took a shower, and did my hair, makeup, and I put my outfit on. outfit:

 outfit:

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Makeup:

Makeup:

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Hair:

I got out of my bathroom, then I got a text

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I got out of my bathroom, then I got a text. On the phone:

I texted one of the guys to pick me up

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I texted one of the guys to pick me up. They arrived after 5 minutes. We had to leave earlier then everyone. Why?
Well we got to set up the coffin, and some other stuff. We arrived to the church. We set everything up, then everyone was here. They gave us a paper. Schedule:

I looked at the paper, when I was reading, a tear escaped from my eye

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I looked at the paper, when I was reading, a tear escaped from my eye. Yoongi hugged me. It was time from the welcome speech. (Time skip) It was 11:50 now. Now it was time.. to look at my mother... one more time
(To be continued)

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