I was in my room studying. Or, at least trying to study. Every night is like this. My parents drink, fight, I get yelled at, they leave, come back, fight more, drink. So my life was always hard.i have parents that always drink, they always fight, I'm also in school right now, and I have a job, so it makes things worst, we also need the money. I work at a café. I try to convince myself to stay here, and not run away or, leave the whole world. It's been harder recently. Why? Because a person I THOUGHT was my best friend, just turned out to be a jerk. He was the only one that convinced me that someone in the world actually loves me still. But I was wrong. I would just go to my granparents but, they passed away a few years ago. I have no other family members, and no friends. I was happy when I was little. For a short period of time. My parents use to be the most loving parents ever. We use to have a big house too. Then around 5, things changed. My dad stared drinking, my mom following him. Then We lost our money. My mom stopped drinking for about a year, when I was 8. She Got a job, then we were ok again, besides my dad still drinking at that time. But then back to drugs and beer she goes. So I had a hard time growing up. I don't hear yelling anymore. They probably left again. At least know I get peace and quiet. A few hours past and I fell asleep. But.. I woke up by the sound of my parents fighting again. They usually pass out around 4 in the morning, and sleep all day. And 4am is the time I go to sleep too, because it's quite. So i basically have 3 hours of sleep. And on weekends I get the 5 hours of sleep, which is better at least. Your probably wondering, why I don't get myself my own house or apartment, or just get a hotel room for awhile. Well, I don't have enough money. I'm already using the money for the food and electricity, and I have ok clothes. Oh, your probably wondering about what happened to me and my ex-best friend. Well after awhile, he got more popular then me and just left me. You know what fame can do to people. A few hours past and it was finally 4 in the morning. No more yelling. I can finally go to bed.
《To be continued》
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FanfictionThis is a story about a girl named Y/N. she had a very hard time growing up. Her parents weren't like other parents. She seems happy but is she? She knows other people live like this too. But, she feels like the whole world is against her. She feels...
