Coffee Break✔️

An email from..

Hey Nae.

It's out of habit calling you Nae by now. I should've called you Mr. Vivaldi instead.

I still remember the days you taught me how to solve limit equations. Most of them you just laughed and shrugged off my mere attempts to solve them. It wasn't your fault anyway but I got angry one day that I didn't show up in front of your dorm door, waving a plastic bag containing Chocolate Martabak.

You raged Nae.

You thought something happened to me. You spammed the group chat, you called Uwi, Kei, and even Visca. You knew I didn't like Visca back then. But don't worry. Now, we're in the same faculty and getting along with her is easy.

Upon seeing your messages, I hurried to your dorm. Banging the door only to find you staring blankly towards the window. I embraced you so close, Nae. You sobbed real hard. All words I was planning to say vanished in that moment. I couldn't help it Nae. The next thing I knew, I already promised not to skip any study session with you. You were so protective back then.

Nae, when I said I needed some space back then, what did you think?

You felt guilty for leaving me alone with anxiety, getting close with your girl friends, ignoring some messages for two days. Were those the thoughts you had back then?

Nae, I just want to let you know that, You did nothing wrong.

You were perfectly imperfect for me. Since I know nobody's perfect.

What I did to you was unfair. But so was what you did to me.

But Nae, I think it's over now. Now that I want to apologize to you.

Sorry for being childish.

Sorry for being envious.

Sorry for being possesive.

Sorry for bothering you.

Sorry for mistreating you.

But most of all,

Sorry that I miss you so much, it hurts, Nae.

I know it's getting depressing but I want to let you know my feelings up until now.

Best regards, Gracie.