F. R. I. E. N. D. S

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I don't know where to start
If I had to begin with something mean then I'll go with it.

You're a moron
An idiot
Stupid
The bastard who keeps me awake at night

I'm nowhere near you right now
So your upsetting warmth is kind of far away.

I hate everything about you
From the way you smile
Till the way you clean your glasses

I hate how friendly you are to me
Even if we're nothing more than friends
I hate how close your face can be
When it's our moment alone

Will you hate me?
For trying to be distant?
For trying to be careless?
For trying not to give you any kinds of affections?

I don't know what to do since my heart is somewhere else.  What am I going to do with you?

Should I keep pretending not to notice? 
When all signs you gave me are as clear as the daylight?

Because keeping this friendship is all I need.
I don't want anything more than this.

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