I knew what my body, and soul wanted right now. I can just imagine the magic that we could make tonight. But I have to do this right. I care about him, us too much. I can't let sex take over, even though I really, really want to. I stared at the Jimin who had taken his shirt off. He was not making this easy.
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"What are you staring at?" He looked at me seductively. Damn it, stop it.
"I don't know, what your talk about." I tried to play to off. But I couldn't look away.
He smiled coming closer. I didn't move beacuse I wanted him near me. He was perfect in every way... stop! Stop, thinking like that!
He put his hand on my waist pulling me close. And I decided to lay it down, rules.
"I'm not ready for you know, sex. It's too soon." I told him and he smiled. He pulled me in holding his warm bare chest against mine.
"That's fine teasing can be just as fun." He nibbled on my ear and I was entranced.
He kissed my neck making my soul shake. God he's right teasing can be fun. I decided to play his game. He slipped off my shirt and played with my pants. He never made a move to remove them but he played with the hem. I decided to take his lead. I rubbed my hands on his back. Then we went to get more comfortable on the bed. I got on him. Seeing me like this he bit his lip trying not to get to excited. I smiled knowing he was feeling it. I pressed my lips to his neck and kissed him softly. He put both hands on my butt squeezing. I felt my body aching for more; much more of this and I'll be to far gone. I kissed his chest while he played with my hair. He sat up taking control of the situation. I felt his lips lock my shoulder as he started sucking. I liked this idea. I did the same to his neck. I could feel myself getting to heated so I thought about dead puppies.And thankfully the mood was ruined! I got off of him and walked away. I had to cool down, clearly so did he because he left to get some ice water.
When he came back we just sat talking. He sat on the bed next to me just talking it was perfect. He was so sweet.
"What is your favorite food?" I asked him and he answered immediately.
"I LOVE meat, like chicken, duck, oooh Beef!" He got all excited. He's too flipping cute.
"Come down, sparky. I like meat as much as anyone. But come on, pizza.." I smiled at him and he nodded.
"Yeah pizza is good... but only if it has meat!" He decided Making me laugh.
"Okay so you already told me your favorite colors are blue and red. I know you love ti dance. It's a dream of yours to travel the world. Why not come with us?" He asked me. I sat up he wasn't kidding. He actually wanted me to come to Korea with him.
"Jimin, I can't." I spoke soft I felt he knew I'd say it.
"Why not? You hate it here." Asked making me sad.
"If just sees I'm gone Kay is gone and BTS and we all leave in the same week. He will find her easier. I wish I could but not yet at least." I explained and he understood. There was no getting around it. Kay had to be safe before we can make any moves.
"Okay so what's the plan then?" He kissed me softly.
"Okay, so she can be released tomorrow around 7. So... Yoongi bought a ticket one way to NYC and Kookie Bought a one way ticket to Seoul. After that it's the waiting game. We wait for her to settle in. Then we wait for Justin to give up or lose hope." I explained.
"That should be what? 7 months, for him to give up would be right. So I'll be there around Christmas probably." I smiled kissing him.
"I'm definitely meeting you sooner." He held me in his arms. This was everything. I wished I could live in this moment forever.
