What the Heart says!

37 - Anger: The Demise

Anger, that could turn a beauty into a beast,
Anger, the animal inside us, the one that turns,
Turns us into maniac,  the worst of our kind,

Some people can handle it wise,
While other, fall at their demise,

You can have every trait of your parents,
But please never get their temper
'Cause it's vicious, you see
It's hard to handle, and too hard to bear,
Like you can shout all night, with no one to hear,

Even if you have a bad temper,
Try to handle it, try to think straight,
'Cause when two hard-headed people fight,
There's no way to go, no way to escape,
It just ends with hurt,  for both of them,
And their pride won't let them see,
How much they are hurt, by their own words,
Than the other persons, you see,

Try to control your tongue,
Try to control your hands,
Don't let your animal astray,
In the hands of angst,

I know it's gonna be hard,
'Cause I have anger issues,
But I will try my best,
To overcome this malfunction,
With all that I've got,
'Cause God made us alike,
Animals and us,
We have the same mind,
Just our thinking differs,
We can control our thoughts,
They can't,  so try to be always superior,
And not let your beast out!

'Cause if it's easy to achieve,
It will be more easier to come back,
So don't let it out, don't let it astray,
If you have an issue, just speak it out!
'Cause when you keep it in,
It becomes a wound,  which will just end up coming,
As hatred, which will bring your beast in turn,

And try to not misunderstand people,
Always confront before you judge,
'Cause sometimes in all your judgement,
You could lose a pure soul,

My dad says I need to control my anger,
Because it's not good on girls,
I wanted to tell him, that it's not good on you either,
Anger is not good for anyone, no matter the gender.

It harms more than it gives,
You could be a fighter and win a lot of battles,
But why should you fight and build scars,
When you can win a battle with love and a good heart.

I admire people who don't lose temper,
I don't either but when I do,
I am too bitter, I don't even know myself,
Which is a big bother,

So from now on I will fight,
With myself before others,
I will try to think before I speak,
Even if it's in anger,
I will try my best to be a better person,
Not for my dad, or anyone else,
But for me, 'cause after everything,
I have to answer myself,
And anytime my bad temper gets an upper hand,
And the things I do in anger, when I have to think,
I can't face myself, I hate myself too bad,
So what's the point, of all of this mess.

So anger, I will beat you,
I will speak out, anything in my heart,
Of course if it's something bad, 
I will try to make it sound good,
But I will not bottle up and keep everything in heart,
And end up having angst and a point to fight,
To fight with people I care too much.

--- Anonymous 😔😔😔

P/N: I know this one's a bit longer, but worth it I swear.