10 - Growth!

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Cover me up,
I want to hide,
Hold me still,
I want to glide,

Lighten me up,
I want to swing,
Lift my spirits,
So I can sing,

I am crying,
Silent tears,
I am weeping,
Can you hear?

I wish to die,
I am so tired,
Tired of fakeness,
Tired of liars,

My mother says "Grow up!,
No one's at fault but you",
My father's in depression,
Because of how I grew,

I wish I was different,
I wish I was, like they aspire,
I wish I could change me,
I wish I could find my desire,

'Cause right now, I am falling in nothingness,
Can't feel a thing,
Right now I am so emotionless,
That always stings,

I tend to give people,
What they give me back,
A scorn for a scorn,
An angel with a smack,

I feel like people deserves it,
But what the heck?
It might not seem anything to them,
But it makes my heart crack,

It's hard to be so smug,
When my heart bleeds at remorse,
It's hard to even breathe,
When I have to enforce,

All I ever wanted,
Was to give love,
Laughs and smiles all around,
I wanted, to be a dove,

Like a dove, I wanted to fly,
Spreading peace and hope,
But now I might be falling down,
Down the rocky slope,

All I wanted, was peace and love,
Love to give and take,
But disappointment, is all I have,
So now, I don't want to be awake.....

--- Anonymous 💔💔💔
(S.N.S)

P.S. To everyone who actually reads my poem 'Thanks! Love you all. Not just for reading it, but for feeling it as I don't really think my words can really bring any emotion.' I am just glad that I could write anything really 'cause I admire writers and poets so much. They just puts me at awe.

Ugghh!!! TMI Alert! Please don't bother reading this note.

-- S.N.S

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