Barely Breathing

Sinking

 

Nobody knows what it feels like to be alone the way I am right now.

No one.

I may not be physically alone....but I am alone.

The torturous amount of sleep I have lost and the way people look at me now, is patheic.

I'm drowning..

Sinking..

And desperately yearning for a way out...

I can't help but be addicted to the feelings I have inside of my soul....It's the only thing I know. 

I'm not saying these things for attention I just want to let out what I'm feeling inside. 

I don't want help....but I need it.

I'm addicted...I ache for this feeling.  

I can't help it...

I can't..

......