Barely Breathing

Sufficating

I don't know where to begin.....

I just ended a relationship... Pinful relatioship and I knew it is what was best.

Being with him only hurt me more and more each day, I felt like I couldn't breathe in that relationship, like I was sufficating...

I felt like he was the only one on the relationship like I was there just so he could control everything I did.

I don't think he realized how much pain he put me through, and now that I don't have to worry if I'm not good enough, or anything he would think.

I felt worthess and like I wasn't meant to do much in life, and thats when I told him that is was enough...

If I wasn't treated with respect then we couldn't be together anymore...that I wouldn't put up with his crap.

So...It's done...and I'm some what happy and a little more stress free. I actually feel great that hes not over my shoulder anymore.

He was depressed to and I tried to lift the weight off of his shoulder and put it somewhere else.....but it ended up on my shoulders.. And I'm still hurt.....