Barely Breathing

Drowning

Sometimes I don't know where to turn......

I feel like I'm locked in a cage and the only way out is to fake my happiness.

To fake every bit of happiness that's goes on..

Smiles.

Laughs.

everything. 

I might actually be happy sometimes but in time, it all fades.

I've always hidden my feelings....I've never let anyone know what was going on inside of my head.

I hold in so much..I just want to let it all out...But I can't, I have to be strong.

and push through another painful day....

Just like everyday...

Faking smiles.....I'm good at that. 

I'm good at faking happiness too...

Why not go push a little longer....

another day of hoping that I wont break....

Just another day..