I can't do it anymore...I just want pain so bad and I don't know why.
I just want to drown myself and give up everything...
I want to torture myself before I give up completely.
I don't know what I've become.
I'm going crazy and I can't hold it in anymore.
It's consuming me....pulling me in...no...Dragging me in,
I try to get pull myself back up but its to hard....Its hurting me...It's not normal...and I don't know what to do about it.
I going to end up pulling the trigger and no one can stop me....
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Barely Breathing
General FictionHow I feel most of the time..I just needed to find a way to release my pain...and I found out that spilling my heart down on paper is the best way.
