I can't do it anymore...I just want pain so bad and I don't know why.
                              I just want to drown myself and give up everything...
                              I want to torture myself before I give up completely. 
                              I don't know what I've become. 
                              I'm going crazy and I can't hold it in anymore. 
                              It's consuming me....pulling me in...no...Dragging me in, 
                              I try to get pull myself back up but its to hard....Its hurting me...It's not normal...and I don't know what to do about it.
                              I going to end up pulling the trigger and no one can stop me....
                                      
                                          
                                  
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Barely Breathing
General FictionHow I feel most of the time..I just needed to find a way to release my pain...and I found out that spilling my heart down on paper is the best way.
