And I will pull the trigger

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I can't do it anymore...I just want pain so bad and I don't know why.

I just want to drown myself and give up everything...

I want to torture myself before I give up completely. 

I don't know what I've become. 

I'm going crazy and I can't hold it in anymore. 

It's consuming me....pulling me in...no...Dragging me in, 

I try to get pull myself back up but its to hard....Its hurting me...It's not normal...and I don't know what to do about it.

I going to end up pulling the trigger and no one can stop me....

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