I don't know what to do anymore.....
It's so hard....I can barely breathe.....
I can't hold on any longer....
I was told not to give up.....But it's hard and I fight ever day just to live......To have a life.
I just don't have the motivation anymore, I'm happy in some ways.....But every time I'm happy something always ends it.
It beats me brutally till I can't stand up anymore....it tears my flesh all to pieces and I just can't do it anymore...
I can't.....I just can't.
Jus tell me how I can help myself........In some ways I want this.....to feel this because its the only thing I have left...
I'm addicted to the pain....and I can't turn away...
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Barely Breathing
General FictionHow I feel most of the time..I just needed to find a way to release my pain...and I found out that spilling my heart down on paper is the best way.
