Halbarry

I need you

Hal's POV
I stood their for a moment, not knowing what I was supposed to do. No one told me what I was supposed to do. So I had to follow what my will power told me to do. I ran over to Barry as I gave him a hug from behind. I could feel cold tears leave my face as I hugged him. I hugged him and I'll never let go.

Barry's POV

I gasped as I felt Hal's arms rap around my waist. I could feel the tears in my eyes threatening to spill at any moment. And then I felt a tear from Hal's eye land on my chest. I let out a sob and I overflowed with tears. I just stood their, choking on my sobs and tears, not moving an inch. I placed my hand over my mouth, my hand soon becoming wet with the tears, as I saw some blood from my arms fall to the ground at this movement of mine. I don't know how long Hal and I stood there...but the silence was broken when I heard his voice speak, so soft that I thought I was just hearing things.

"Please...please don't do this to yourself Barry. I'm here for you....I can't let you hurt yourself...you don't deserve any of this..." He whispered. I turned my body around so I was facing his face. I could see the line of tears that were falling, tears that Hal had never let anyone see. Tears that are on his face because of me. I shook my head as I looked up at him. "I do deserve this..." I said looking at my arms and then back at Hal. I then pushed my self out of his grip as I backed up. "I deserve this and so much more, I deserve this...I'm the reason my dads in prison and not free! I'm the reason Thawn is the way he is! I'm the reason why so many people get hurt in this city, I'm not fast enough! I'm the reason your crying right now! I'm the..." I took a shaking breath as I closed my eyes. "I'm the reason my mom...I'm the reason she died. I deserve this and so much more..." I said wiping tears from my eyes. As my back hit the hall behind me. "I don't deserve your pity or care...I don't deserve you..." I said looking at the ground in shame.

Hal's POV

My heart scattered into thousands of pieces. As I looked at Barry my mind thought of millions of things to say to him...
" Mi Coraźon, te amo....you are worth so much more than you know....please....I need you..I need you so much more than you'll ever know. Don't..Don't hurt yourself." I said looking at him as I walked over towards him

Barry's eyes looked up to me "I don't know if I can stop...".

I took a big step as I grabbed his wrist and made a knife with my ring and placed it in Barry's shaking hand. "Cut me then. Cut me as many times as you want to cut yourself. " I said looking into his light blue eyes.

Barry's POV

"What?" I asked looking at the knife and then at Hal. "You heard me Barry. Cut me." Hal said putting his arm towards me "I could never hurt you like that...." I said pulling the knife away from him. I then realized what he meant as I let out even more tears as I ran and gave Hal a hug. "Can you promise me...you will never cut again?" Hal said still hugging me. "I promise ..."

I then raised an eyebrow. "What does te amo and coraźon mean?"