Chapter 6: Fears and flashbacks

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Amanda's pov:
Driving to the hospital was very hard for me to do, because i constany kept tearing up whenever i thought of Simon.

What if he was severely injured or maybe even worse?

"Come on Amanda"
"Being this upset isn't going to bring you closer to Simon any sooner " i firmly said to myself while i putted my foot down on the gaspedal of my car. 

My car raced just as fast as my heart and my mind did at that moment. 

In my head i kept picturing David sitting on his knees with an unconcious Simon in his arms. 

I could litterally hear him say:

"Simon!"
"Simon!"
"Simon my darling what's wrong?" "Please talk to me."

I imagined that David's eyes would be filled with a huge amount of panic, just like his voice.

This thought and  this image made me faintly smile because  it just proofs to me  how much David really  loves 'his' Simon.

End of Amanda's pov

David's pov:

Oh my god the ambulance still hasn't arrived.

And i'm still sitting here on Simon's driveway with a still unconcious Simon laying here in my arms.

I suddenly noticed how chilly it got outside.
So i decided to  drape Simon's blouse and my jacket over and onto Simon's still bare chest.

"So my darling this is so you don't get to cold while we're still waiting for the ambulance to arrive"  
I whispered into Simon's ear.

I bowed my head to inhale Simon's wonderfull strong masculine scent.

Normally he would laugh when i would do something like that.

But now there was no reaction at all and suddenly i couldn't contain myself any longer. 

I lifted my head back up again.
And i took my nose out of Simon's  hair and gently but firmly i kissed Simon on his cold lips. 

My heart immidiately got wings as i did so. 

"Oh Simon you just taste so damn good" i silently muttered when i finally took my lips off of Simon's lips just a few minutes before the ambulance finally would arrive.

My heart immidiately filled itself with doubt after i had kissed Simon. 

Oh god David
what did you just do?
What if Simon is still in love with Amanda?

Or even worse with Lauren?
Or even much worse what if i'm still in love with my ex-wife Lara?

These are just some thoughts that shot through my head after that  kiss that i had given Simon.

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