The Cursed love

Chapter 7

This was insane! I was seriously feeling like I have clashed with myself in a parallel universe with abnormalities! Nothing was making sense.

"What do you mean by 'we were not even talking'? I am not deaf! I heard Jasper saying he can't concentrate and can't hear anyone's min-"

That's when it strucked me. No no no no! What the hell is wrong with me?! I stared a him with wide open eyes. I was scared like hell! What was wrong with me!

"Exactly! He was having problem with his telekinetic abilities. He was not able to hear anyone's mind!"
He said emphasizing word Mind.

I didn't responded so he continued as confused as me.

"We were using our telepathy. Only pack members and soulmates of high rank wolves could do that. So you hearing me is normal. But since you heard Alice and Jasper, especially when Alice had blocked all the connections, that is something-"
He was talking but his voice sounded distant.

My mind was blank. First wizard
Aliquam, then high speed driving and now hearing things people are thinking. Not people, wolves! Talking! Telepathy!
I could feel the goosebumps on my neck and sweat on my forehead.

"Emrale, relax it's okay. You don't need to be worried about it. you should be happy! You have got special powers. Infact not powers but you are special! Yes now I understand why Adolphe told me-"
He was excited about it. Even he had no ideas though.

"Not abilities. It's abnormal abilities! I am not special. I am unnatural!"
I was damn scared of myself.

"It's okay Emrale calm down! We will find out alright?! Trust me there is nothing to be worried."
He was trying to calm me.
Even he had no idea about this mess. We felt like we were solving same puzzles of which he had few parts and I have others and we were trying to join them to solve this puzzle. But there were few parts we both were yet to find.

"James I don't feel good. What if I harm anyone! I am unnatural freak. There's is something seriously wrong with me. I am a curse James. You should stay-
"No Emrale! I. Won't. Stay. Away. One. More. Moment! You better get this straight!"
He was so angry of that one simple incomplete sentence. I just knew why you should not mess with wolf when they are angry. He was about to snarl when he saw don't know what expression on my face.
"I- I am sorry. Emrale don't be scared of me please. I won't harm you I promise. Trust me."

"I do."
I said. I wish there was some different question for this.
I tried to deviate his mind from my fear.
"What- what did Adolphe told you about me."
I managed to ask.

"Adolphe told me you are different. She can't see you and when I am with you she can't see me either. Adolphe as I told you in our patriarch, she can see right through the person. Human or not. She can see their past and future. She can see what they them self could not. Right there in their minds. But there is something about you that she can't see you. Adolphe told me that could be because of the sheild. Ted has been sheilding you since that day. That's the reason I couldn't imprint."
He ended sadly.

"I need to talk to Ted!"
I said. I wasn't sure if I should. But I knew I had to.

"I talked to him already, I have explained him. He knows I have found out that you are my soulmate but he said I couldn't imprint you till you don't give up your sheild yourself. And you can not do that because it is a different kind of sheild that takes more than trust to break. Even he doesn't know why he is sheilding you. Whatever the curse is, it's unknown."
He said answering the question I was about to.

"Cursed! I told you. It's all because I am cursed! Seeing the wizard painting. Hearing telekinesis. Not being visible to Adolphe. I don't think I am cursed. I think I am a curse myself! Ted, Leyla, you and your siblings. You all lost your parents because of me, on my first birthday. Leyla, my best friend, couldn't accept the reality of his brother because of what she saw that day! She kept her eyes closed because of me. Ted. The only guy who has been my Christmas every year when I felt that there is no resolution for me to make this year. I couldn't be a good friend to him. I can't love him the way he wants. He didn't trusted me with his past. My past. And James. I made you wait for years and then when we are finally here with each other for each other. When you know who's you soulmate. When I know why someone I thought I never met but still I felt like I know you from years. When we are finally here for each other. I couldn't be yours even though that's the only thing that seems right to me on this moment. I can't let you own me even though you already own my world. I have made you stuck between love and life, with me you couldn't reach either James! I- I am your cursed love James."
I bursted out every damn emotion, every damn thoughts going on inside my head. I literally felt so light. I was in tears again but I didn't let them pour out. I felt so hot on my cheeks.