"Sometimes when I say I'm okay I just want someone to look me in the eyes and hug me tight and say 'I know you're not."
Lymira's POV
"You should get better soon." Tita said to me habang pinupunasan ng bimpo ang mukha ko. Nagkaroon ako ng lagnat at kasalukuyang nakabenda ang braso ko dahil sa sugat na nakuha ko.
Kahit hindi ako makapaniwala sa mga nangyari I'll be able to survive this shit.
I nod at her as she find herself out at my room, I shook my head in frustration when I saw images building in my head as I try remembering what was happened.
Flashback*
I was running without even looking on where am I going, I was asking a thousand times kung bakit ba nangyayari ang mga bagay na to sa akin.
I suddenly felt my tears brushing down directly at my eyes.. Umuulan rin at tila nakikiramay ang kalangitan sa nararamdaman ko. It was supper painful...Akala ko mahirap magalit, pero mas mahirap palang magpatawad dahil sa katotohanang sya ay si Lucien Gabriel.
"Anong ginagawa mo dyan?At saka bakit dumudugo ang braso mo?" Keyline asked at lumuhod sa harap ko dahil nakaupo lang ako sa semento...Suddenly I felt pity about me, this can't be me!
I suddenly felt myself being lifted and I see Zamara and Lyra holding my left and right arms. I smiled bitterly at them.. Kahit nababasa kami ng ulan wala akong pakialam. I pulled them into a tight hug which they gladly accept.. I don't care about anything all I can feel for now is just pain.. Pure pain.
*End of Flashback
I get up off of my bed, even if I feel dizzy.. I went through the balcony just to see the sky, its beautiful as if they were forming a constellation.
I touch my chest and deeply pursed my lips when I felt my tears again running through my cheeks, as I remembered all of the things that have happened to me. I'm all alone now in this dangerous path and in any minute now I would fall through that.
I can't!
"Ate!" I was alarmed by that little voice behind me.
And there I see Liam, My baby. Pinahid ko ang luha ko at lumuhod sa harap nya I can clearly see him with his starry pajama. Binuhat ko sya at iniupo sa upuan ng balcony facing me.
"Anong ginagawa mo dito, its already midnight?" I asked him habang ainusuklay ang medyo brown nyang buhok. He looked so valnurable yet sweet and innocent.
"I thought you were crying?" Nagkakandautal-utal nyang sabi habang inabot ang pisngi ko. My baby is comforting me. I hug him and silently cried in his shoulders.
"Do you want to see kuya?" I asked at him.. He smiled and swayed her hand kayat binuhat ko sya and I guide my way through the door.
I'll now guide my way through the road of faith.. Its time.
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My Dreams Composer
Mystery / ThrillerThey say love can be sweeter the second time around. This time its different. I'll make them suffer and taste bitterness of their own blood... ...But until then, somehow. I may be lost in a maze that I once started.