The Fault in Our Kellic

Chapter 5

VIC'S POV:

"Kiss me you animal" was I dreaming? Is this real? So many thoughts were running through my head at the moment so I kissed him. What the hell? Is he gay? I dont know, but honestly I would be lying if I said the kiss was bad. Kellins lips fit perfectly on mine. I have always really liked Kellin but I never thought he would feel the same way. Maybe he was just sad and lonely and needed someone to be there for him. I dont know, but it was dead silent after he kissed me and it was extremely awkward and uncomfortable.

"Vic?" The pale boy said.

"Yeah?" I responded a little shaky about what he is going to say.

"I'm not gay, I don't know, I'm very confused, I'm lonely, I'm- sorry... I shouldn't have done that." He then stormed off outside to the backyard. I ran after him into the rays of the heavens, catching up to at a fast pace, and grabbed his wrist.

"Wait, Kellin. There's something I need to say." I let out a breath." It's okay if you're confused. I get it, this is your decision to make. I support you either way and I'll always be here for you. Don't ever feel alone. Ever. And if you have any questions, and your confus- "

I was cut off with a pair of sweet pink lips on mine. I kissed back almost immediately, I did like him. But what the hell ? I was confused now. Stunned, and mostly shocked about what was happening.

His tongue grazed my lips, asking for entrance and I gladly accepted. He broke the kiss, and grabbed my wrist and took me back inside. Ah shit.

I was a little worried about him, but if he wants to do this I will support him. I always will.

Once we got back to the house, he guided me to the living room, he gently pushed me on the couch. Okay this is normal right. That's what I thought... and then he got on top of me. We had a full make out secession for about 10 amazing minutes. He'd run his fingers through my hair, and then let them wander. I didn't stop him at all, I love this. Next thing I knew,  were touching each other, it was hot. He was hot. We both had our shirts off, and Kellin started to grip my pants and tug at them. Once they were to my bones we call knees, I kicked them off with a little bit of difficulty but I managed.

Kellin's warm hands slowly went into my boxers and groped me. I took a loud intake of breath. By this time I was extremely hard. His hand made its way to my tip and massaged it lightly. He ran his finger over it, in a circular motion. Oh god, he didn't know what he was doing to me. Shit. I couldn't help but let out a little moan. I  wanted more. A lot more.

"Please Kellin" I groaned.

He started grinding into me, his now noticable bulge in his pants rubbing against my leg.  It was a lot and turning me on.. like no one else had before. It was when he starting rolling his hips against me, when I turned into a moaning mess. I made my way to his his pants, grazing my fingers over his bulge. His jeans suddenly looked too tight. I could fix this.  I slowly started to unbutton them.

He hesitated and stopped kissing me. He looked at me sadly. Shit, I thought to myself, I fucked up and now he is probably never going to forgive me.

It's my fault.. my god I came off too stong. I'm so stupid. Yay Vic.

"I'm so sorry Kells, I shouldn't have done that. I went to far and I fucked up everything." I felt like I wanted to cry. That tight feeling in my chest had come and I could barely breath.

"Vic, its totally fine!  I'm sorry, I was just a little confused."

He looked like a time bomb. He looked away from me for a bit, and then his gaze went down, like he always does when he's upset. Then he got off of me and curled up at the end of the couh. He turned into an emotional mess, sobbing with tear stained pale cheeks. He cried for what seemed like forever.I felt really guilty just sitting there.I needed to help him, this was basically my fault after all.

I scooted over to where he was curled up. He now had his hands on his face, and was leaning down. My god, I hate seeing him like this. I slowly put my arm around his back and drew little circles with my finger to comfort him.

"Shh, shh, it's okay Kells, just let it out. It'll feel better when you let it out. I'm here, I'm here."

I never really knew what to do with situations like this because usually I would be the one crying. I'm an emotional mess. Although, it felt nice to be here for him. Eventually his sobbs stopped and looked up at me with big, puffy, but still beautiful, green eyes.

"T-T-Thanks for being here Vic, I honestly dont know what I would do without you."It's crazy I've barely known him for not long. It seems like I've known him a lifetime. He completely makes me forget about that Asshole, Jamie. I ignored my thoughts, and leant in for a hug which he gladly accepted.

"Not a problem, but Kellin? Have you found out what you want to do? I mean not do do. Shit I said do do. Sorry. I mean like ahout rhis whole gay thing.. Do you know ?  You don't have to answer if you dont want to. "

"Y-yes, I believe I have made my decision and U-h-h" his voice was still a little shaky from crying and he blurted out, "Vic, I really like y-you, a lot, and maybe I was wondering, if you would maybe-" He stopeed and shook his head. " I don't know" His gaze caught the floor again. I studied him closely. What is he thinking in that pretty little head of his ?

"... be mine.. go out with me..?" he whispered.

He turned a bright shade of red, and shrugged kindly. I couldn't help but smile at his cuteness. Shit he was adorable. I couldn't resist him.

"I would love to kellin" I whispered directly in his ear. He smiled slightly. I'd kill to know what he's thinking. I then leaned in for a hug, and lightly placed a kiss on his forehead. He smiled, an actual smile. Thank you zeus.

"Let's go watch Peter Pan upstairs in my room. Classics are the best." I told him. Copeland was sound asleep , so I'm sure he wouldn't mind leaving her in his bed.

He smiled, nodding his head at me.

"You know, Disney movies are good for you, Vicky Mouse." He was so lame, but it was one thing I loved- liked about him.  I grinned, up at him. He was a good two inches taller than me.

We walked up the stairs, hand in hand. We took a pit stop at his door to check on Copeland. She was so incredibly adorable. She looked just like her dad.

Knowing she was okay, we left and headed to my place of living. He sat on the bed, as I put the 'Peter Pan' disc into the DVD player. As my gaze met back with his, I knew tonight would be absolutely perfect.

I layed onto the bed, next to him, and he nuzzled into me. I thought it was the cutest thing ever possible. I stroked his hair softly as we cuddled. I really liked this. Really, really, really, liked this.

I was right. The night could only be described in one word: Perfection. It really was, just like my Kellin.

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A/N: Aye, Kellic is here finally cx