Living With Jeff The Killer

Living With Jeff The Killer - Guilt

I stared at Max for a second and chuckled. Max never had a real mother that loved him more then me. No male or female can love him more. I know Sunny and The Devil adopted us but that isn't love. They are getting payed to take care of us. It's Max and I agents the world. Unless the madness comes and takes me away. The Mother would just love that. That sick little peace of dog poo is nothing but trouble to everyone. I will be Max's loving sister and I will protect him until the end of time. I will be his roll mottle. I won't even cuss in front of him. I will help Max. When we are both dead I will look out for him still. I will also be like his mother. Caring and sweet to him, loving him and never letting anyone take him away.
"Ye-" I responded with my baby voice but interrupted by Sunny's stupid voice. She came out of thin air. Her hand rested on his shoulder like she is his savor. Pink flowers painted on her yellow dress, her fake black hair in a messy bun. Her face was like a coloring book. Blue eye shadow and her red lips stock out the most. Her dress looked tight as well. I shivered looking at her makes me fell sad that the circus forgot one clown. She was fast with makeup and getting dressed.
"I'm right here. Little Man," she laughed. I glared at her and grabbed Max's hand pulling him to me. Showing this walking coloring book that Max should be with females like her. Trying to get attain by what they wear. I need to take care of Max. He needs me and I need him. I sighed and pulled him in my arms.
"He is mine," I glared at Mary."You will never be a good mother. Even if motherhood ran you over with a freaking' monster truck!"I yelled in my head. No one heard it but me. Mary gave me fake smile when I pulled Max to me.
" Now Violet, Lit-Max," She laughed. Yeah keep laughing. I hope you choke on your own tongue. "You need to share your brother." She began to laugh her high pitch laugh. Mary reached her hand to Max. I gave her the stink eye. Mary shook her head went passed me. Her hand on her hip. Her lips puckered up with frustration. As she walked pasted us, I pulled my little Maxie closer to his real love. I pulled my hand away from Max's mouth. He feel asleep without knowing Sunny and I conversation.
"Ewww.... Maxie." I complained as Max smiled up at me. His blue eyes... looked..

-Flashback-

"DADDY!! DADDY!!" I yelled banging on the campgrounds bathroom door. I banged on the door screaming louder then before. The dim light started to fade slowly. The darkness attact the stalls and clawed the light with its claws. I began to cry and rock back in forth on the floor. "Help.... I'm stuck!" I yelled/whispered. Then a solf knock came from the door. I stood up hope filled my body.
"Butterfly?" A strong, deep voice spoke. I yelled help again.
"DADDY!!! I'M STUCK I CAN'T GET OUT!! HELP!!!" I yelled pushing forward. Tears ran down my face. A loud powerful laugh came through the door echoing the stalls. I cryed louder as the darkness came close to my feet.
"Did you try pulling the door?"
"N-no," I chocked. Snot ran down my nose to my cold lips. "B-but... I-i n-need," I began to hiccup with sobs. The stalls began to close making a loud noise. I screamed and turned to the darkness. A tall man stood near the second to last stall. His arms danged to his feet. I began to pee on myself. His white face stook out the most, no eyes or mouth. The darkness came closer to me. I looked around the walls to see long skinny darkness came at me. I yelled help again. Before the darkness can attack me the door opened. The suns light retreated the monster near the stalls. I felt my daddy's hand on my shoulders. The bathrooms light barned bright again. My daddy's love saved me. I smiled as he turned to face the creator. His black hair flowing through the wind as he tries to look tough. His dark blue eyes shined bright with love.
"Lets go to the tent. Butterfly." He laughed as he picks me up. I nodded as my tears faded away. He must of seen it too. That's why he is taking me to the tent.
"Love you Daddy." I whispered and hugged his neck.
"Love you more Butterfly." His blue eyes twinkled.

- End of flash back-

I smiled remembering the last time I spent with my dad. An over whelming of saddness felled my heart. Max giggled and laid peacefully on my arms. His tinny legs wrapped around my hip. I smiled at him more. He had my fathers eyes. It's not fair that Max didn't see him before his passing. My father will be so prod. My eyes began to blur with tears. I let them fall. One by one they fell and for the first time in years, I felt guilty for his death. It was my fault. Max stop giggling.

"Sissy?" Max asked as he wipes away my tears. I looked at him and kisses his forehead.

"I love you,"

"I love you more," I put Max down. He looked at me with confusion but he got the hint I needed to be alone. He hugged my leg before walking down the stairs. His blanket still on the floor. I grab the blanket and fold it.
I walked to my room, a warm breeze pushed my hair back. Did Mary open my window? Mmth... I almost forgot that Mary was in my room. I began to make my bed where Max and I would share until his fear of monsters leave his tinny brain. I hope it's not anytime soon. I am ping to miss his little arms hugging me for comfort. A solft mad laugh came from behind me. I stood up straight. Frozen in my tracks.
"Thanks for making my bed. Now, Go to sleep."