In Progress [SASUNARU]

prologue

The moment I woke up I knew I drank too much last night. I could tell by my raging headache. I turn to my right reaching for my nightstand and realize that I'm on the left side of the bed. Which is odd, I always sleep on the right.
Then, that there was something a little too warm around my waist. I open my eyes to a peacefully sleeping Sasuke. I try to move away but his grip tightens. I don't really know what happened last night but I'm guessing I was too drunk to go back home. I know the rookie nine went drinking for the first time since we're all eighteen now. So either I turned out to be a light wait or we went way overboard. From what I've heard, hangovers should be gone by the end of the day so I should be fine by tomor- My thoughts were cut off by a yawn and squeeze from Sasuke.
"...Hey..." he's blushing.
"So... how was I, dobe?" He asks, starting to lean in.
"W-What do you mean? I don't know what you think happened last night but I was hoping you could fill me in..."
"W-wait. You don't remember?" he sounded confused and I swear I heard his voice crack.
"Y-You told me you weren't drunk. You didn't act drunk. I even had you walk in a straight line!" He sat up and grabbed his hair. When he turned to face me again his eyes were glossy and he was bitting his lip.
"I'm so sorry, Naruto."
By now I've figured it out.
"Y-You... raped me...?"
At this point, I had tears streaming down my face and I was trying not to look absolutely mortified, but by the pitty, shame, and sorrow in his eyes I could tell I was doing a horrible job.
"I-I swear I didn't mean to! You were conscious the whole time a-and you even moaned my name!" I think he realized that he just made the situation worse with his last comment.

I have no idea what to do. I don't even know whose fault it is! Considering his reaction I'm pretty sure he thought he had my consent, but I can't help but feel like I've been disgraced. I didn't even know he liked guys, let alone me! Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad at him for being closeted or anything. To be honest I haven't really thought about my sexuality. I'm just really confused.