Chapter 1

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"U-umm... uhg  I-I'm gonna... go now"

 I try not to start full on sobbing in the middle of my sentence but fail miserably. I point to what I assume is the exit because his closet is open.

He looks at me with concern written all over his face.
He nods. Just nods. That's it.
I use my arms to get up finally registering that I'm naked.
When I sit on the bed I feel a shooting pain go up my back and I wince."Ah!"
It feels like its coming from my ass along with the throbbing. The pain's almost unbearable. I let a long hiss seep from my lips as I swing my legs over the edge.
"Oh my god! Are you ok?"
I couldn't answer him I just continued to sob and attempt to leave. Once I got up I took about two steps before landing straight on my ass "OOOW!" Literally whimpering at this point, I try to get back up again. My legs can't hold me and it doesn't seem like Kurama's chakra is helping, I just sit on the floor and sob. I'm so embarrassed, and I can feel Sasuke staring at me.

"Hey... um, do you want me to take you home? Or if you're not comfortable with me... I can go get someone, like Jiraiya-Sensei or... Hokage-sama."
I nod.
"Ok... Which one...?"
"U-um.. the secon- one" I break the sentence up with sniffles and sobs.
"O-Okay... I'll find one of them... but, can I at least put you back on the bed...? I don't want to leave you on the floor..."
I finally pull myself together enough to make my sentences coherent.
"I... don't really want to be touched right now..."
then I got right back to the crying, just a little lighter now.
"I'm not gonna hurt you."
"You just fucked me. And I'm not even sure I can call it that."
He went silent. Probably surprised.
I pause to cry after finally acknowledging what happened.
"I-I'll get up on my own."
"Ok, I'm gonna go now..."
I hear shuffling and assume he's putting on the rest of his clothes. I'm pretty sure he had boxers on when I woke up.

After he leaves I try to get up again only to fall on my knees, which is less painful. After a few attempts, I finally make it on the bed. I lost my virginity on here... well at least I think I did.
We could have done it somewhere else and just fell asleep here. But then again that's not likely considering I can't walk.
"That teme..." I hiss in utter confusion. What the hell am I supposed to tell Baa-chan and pervy sage? That Sasuke raped me by accident? I want to kill him but I can't even walk.
I can tell he's sorry, not that it makes it any better. But at least I know that he didn't mean to rape me. I don't even want to look at him right now but I'm in his room, on the bed that I was just raped in, by my best friend, who may or may not be gay. Hmm... I lie on my back and put my thumb and index finger on my chin...
That would explain a lot...

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