In Progress [SASUNARU]

14

"So you're not gay?" I avert my eyes, not wanting to answer the question.
"So you are...?"
"I DON'T KNOW GOD DAMNIT"
"Sorry..."
"Have you ever liked a boy?"
"No." I start walking to my bed, getting tired of standing. As soon as I get there I flop onto my stomach.
"Have you ever liked a girl?"
"No."
"Well I'm stumped. Sorry kid." He huffs.
"I don't mind the idea of liking either I guess, Or anything in between really."
"Fair enough... I'm gonna stick to women though." He gave quite a hearty chuckle.
I don't respond. Not knowing how to and not having the energy to figure out how.
"So... Is Sasuke gay?" My eyes go wide, not knowing exactly how to respond to this.
"Don't tell anybody what I'm about to tell you." He crosses his arms before giving a nonchalant
"I won't." I roll my eyes and point a finger at him.
"I'm serious."
"Okay. I won't tell a soul."
I can feel a hard core blush take over my face.
"He's gay. He's known he was gay for a while now."
The sage gets up and sits in one of my kitchen chairs, crossing his arms again and leaning back a little bit.
"Elaborate." He uses a hand to motion a circle.
"Elabo- what?" I raise an eyebrow in confusion.
"It means to explain further. You sounded like you had more to say."
"O-Oh... Yeah..."
"He told me he's had a crush on me since he was twelve."
He leans back even more.
"So he got his heart broken."
"Yeah..."
I desperately want to change the subject.

"Can I ask you something?"
"Anything kid." He sits up a bit, scooting himself farther into the chair.
"Kurama told me that I go into heat... But I don't really understand."
"Okay... I think I already know the answer since u can't sit but... Who topped?"
Topped...?
"What does that mean exactly...?" I ask, an expression of confusion filling my face. He sighs, a bit of a blush upon his cheeks.
"Who... You know... Put it in?" My face goes aflame as I process the question immediately.
"H-him..."
"I assumed so." Heavily blushing, he averts his eyes. Now staring at the floor, drawing invisible shapes on the ground with his index finger.
"You'll have a heat cycle every spring until you produce a healthy off-spring
"What do I do? Like, can I stop it?" He shakes his head.
"Sorry bud, No-can-do. The only way for you to stop it is to bare children."
I sigh, the frustration finally getting to me.
"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!"
"Sorry, but no."
"What happens when I'm in heat then? Like, do I wanna Fuck people?"
He snickers a little.
"No kid, you wanna get... fucked, By your mate specifically."
"And since when did you curse this much Naruto?"
I roll my eyes
"I do it around my friends. I just don't do it around you because I respect you."
A small smile appears on his face at that.
"Wait-"
"I don't feel like censoring myself sensei, I just got raped. I'm sad and scared and my ass hurts. So please let it slide for now." I reason, letting my hand fall to the floor as I scoot closer to the edge of my bed.
He grunts in approval, motioning for me to continue with his hand.
"How am I supposed to know when I'm in heat? And... What should I do when it starts?"
"Damn kid, this is pretty thorough for you." He taps his chin, trying to come up with a response. I just don't want to talk about what Sasuke did to me.
"It'll be around the same time every year and it could last anywhere from a week to two months. If I were you I would lock my self up in here in the beginning of spring because you don't know when it'll start. I can bring you food. That's if you don't want to be with Sasuke. You'll need some... Toys to hold you over without Sasuke." My eyes go wide.
"Y-you mean..."
"Yeah kid. Sex toys... I can bring some over if you want."
"N-no! I'll figure it out..."
We are both blushing and fidgeting, this is horrible.
"I know this conversation is excruciatingly awkward but it needs to be had for your own sake."
I just nod.
"And all I'd need is a condom if I were to go the Sasuke route?" I glance at him, too embarrassed to keep eye contact.
"Yeah...? Is that a viable option?"
"I don't think he'd mind if that's what you're asking."
I sit up, my butt still sore.
"I'm asking if you would mind." I avert my eyes once more. Rubbing my arm.
"I don't know right now..."
"Well... If you... You know... With Sasuke, you may be able to function pretty normally. That is as long as you do the do regularly"
I get a bit excited. It felt as though my life would suck after this. Maybe things are looking up for me. The only problem is the actual solution: Sasuke.
"I don't want to tell you what to do with your body, kid. Whatever you're okay with, I'll support you... There is something you need to know though."
I look into his eyes, waiting for him to continue.
"Some die when in heat if they have no partner. We don't have much of a record of mated jinurikis and especially your kind, given we don't know the last time he's been sealed. But there is a possibility you may die, given the fact that mates are bonded, becoming an essential part of the containers life. If you have no one to procreate with, your body will continue to overstimulate."

"Well Fuck."
"That's not the worst of it kid."
"You're telling me there's something that could be worse than dying from this shit?" I scoff. He stalls his response, glancing to the other side of my small apartment before returning his eyes to mine.
"If you're not able to find your mate, you'll release pheromones that get every male around you riled up. You may not be able to protect yourself..."
"I could get raped again."
He looks down at his tapping food.
"Yes."
"Well ain't that just fantastic."