Jisung | 9:29 am
Are you awake ?
Jisung | 9:34 am
Jo?
Jisung | 9:39 am
kim joelle
Jisung | 9:42 am
I'm worried....
Joelle | 9:53 am
I'm fine jisung
Jisung | 9:53 am
Joelle!
Jisung | 9:53 am
You scared me, don't ever do that again
Jisung | 9:54 am
I almost had a heart attack
Joelle | 10:00 am
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you. It's just really hard, I haven't been able to sleep or anything.
Jisung | 10:00 am
What do you mean
Joelle | 10:00 am
It means I haven't slept, ate or even left my room.
Jisung | 10:01 am
Oh jo, try and sleep. you have to
Joelle | 10:02 am
I'll try.
Jisung | 10:02 am
I hope you feel better
read.
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Joelle | 10:54 am
I tried to sleep and I can't
Jisung | 10:54 am
Take some sleep medicine
Joelle | 10:55 am
I'm afraid
Joelle | 11:00 am
Could you possibly come over ?
Jisung | 11:00 am
I'm already on my way, see you in a few
Joelle | 11:00 am
Thank you
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Joelle | 11:00 am
minho
Minho | 11:01 am
jo! you've been so quiet lately:((
Minho | 11:01 am
how are you doing
Joelle | 11:02 am
honestly
Joelle | 11:02 am
I'm hurting
Joelle | 11:02 am
I can't even sleep. Every time I try, I roll over to meet an empty bed and borah isn't there.
Joelle | 11:03 am
this all just happened so fast, why did that even have to happen.
Minho | 11:03 am
aw joelle, we never know what will happen in our lives nor will we know why
Joelle | 11:03 am
yeah true
Minho | 11:04 am
listen, I have to go meet my parents for something but please try and sleep, I hope you feel better.
Minho | 11:04 am
call me if anything happens or if you're not feeling well, be safe jo, don't do anything stupid.
Joelle | 11:04 am
I won't, don't worry minho I'll be fine
Minho | 11:04 am
okay...i'll talk to you later, bye jo
Joelle | 11:05 am
talk to you later minho
read.
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Truth is, I asked jisung to come over because i wanted him to be honest with me. In my head, I planed out what I would say. I just want him to be honest with me and if he isn't, what's the point of going forward?
"Hey Joelle, Jisung is here". Yuna opens the door, popping her head into the room.
"Okay, thanks". I smile softly before getting up.
Slowly walking down the stairs, I see Chan talking to Jisung.
"Hey, Ji". I smile.
"Hey, how are you feeling?". He returns the smile.
"The same as the first time you asked".
"Chan!". Woojin calls from the kitchen.
"I'll leave you too now, it was nice seeing you Jisung". Chan smiles.
"Come on". I take Jisung's hand, leading him to my room. "Would you like to watch a movie? We'll have to watch it on my laptop though".
"Sure, that's fine". Jisung sits on the edge of my bed as I grabbed my laptop.
"What would you like to watch?". I ask, laying down on my stomach towards the end of the bed where he was sitting.
"What ever you want". He lays down next to me.
I nod, putting on a kdrama that I was currently watching.
A few minutes later, Jisung speaks up.
"Joelle, are you really okay?". He asks, his right hand playing with the ends of my hair while his left hand is holding his head up.
"I told you earlier". I sigh, pausing the show. "I'm not feeling well, mentally and physically, I'm hurting. It really hurts, it feels like a huge part of me is gone".
"I couldn't say that I understand because I don't, I haven't experienced what you're feeling but Joelle.." His voices trails off. "You can always come to me if you need to rant or if you need comfort or whatever, I'm here for you".
"Thank you, Jisung". I smile.
Shortly after, our little conversation dies down.
"I don't get it". I speak up, rolling over to lay on my back, facing the ceiling.
"You don't get what?". Jisung asks, a confused look on his face.
"You". I say, turning my head to look at him.
"What about me?".
"I don't know, I just don't get why you have so many sides to you".
"What do you mean?". He lightly chuckles.
"Minho, Changbin and Felix all warned me about you, specifically what you do". I glance at him for a split second.
Jisung looks down, his mouth open as if he's going to talk. "What did they have to say?".
"That you're trouble". I pause. "And you supposedly dragged Changbin into what you do".
"Oh". He continues to look down.
"Jisung, I going to ask you something and I want you to tell me the honest truth".
"Okay". He sighs.
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