Me and GD Book 2 (G-Dragon Fanfic 18+) (COMPLETED)

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~1 Week Later~

~Brielle's P.O.V~

I was finishing packing the last few boxes of my things, Jaejoon was by my side helping me pack his toys in the box, a small giggle escaping his lips as we played around some while packing. This week was going to be hard, and I really wished it hadn't played out this way. I was finalizing my divorce, packing up my things and hauling my kids on a flight with my mom and my brother back to California, all because of Jiyong's stupid, childish games he wanted to play. I rubbed a hand over my face, lost in thought as I calmly packed away the last of Jaejoon's toys and clothes in their specified boxes. I stood up and stretched, gently stretching my aching back as I turned to face the bedroom door, my mom popping her head in as I went to go open it. "Jiyong is here... He wants to say goodbye to the kids." She said in a calm tone, her eyes filled with worry about how I would react being that he would be back in the home where this all started in. I nodded and cleared my throat, putting on a strong face as I exited the bedroom and went out into the living room. Jiyong was standing there holding Taemin, quietly cooing at him as he rocked him gently in his arms.

I cleared my throat to catch his attention, his eyes dulling slightly when he saw me. "I just came to say goodbye... Like you said I could." He stated, gently placing Taemin down in the pack and play before picking up Saerin and doing the same thing he was doing with Taemin. "I know, my mom told me, stay as long as you want for today, and today only, do I make that clear? Do not take the children anywhere unless I go with you." I stated coldly, receiving a slight nod from him as he made eye contact with me, looking like he wanted to say something but decided against it. Jiyong's face brightened slightly when he heard Jaejoon squealed and bolted out of the bedroom when he peeked his head out and spotted Jiyong. Jiyong placed Saerin back down next to her brother and scooped up Jaejoon, spinning him around as he encased him in a tight hug. "Daddy! Daddy!" Jaejoon cooed out, hugging Jiyong tightly as Jiyong placed soft kisses on his forehead. I smiled softly, seeing Jaejoon happy made me happy. it was going to be a long flight back to the USA and he needed some sort of light in his life before we left. I stifled a sigh and went back into Jaejoon's room, pulling out the boxes and putting them with the others so that my brother could move them into the moving truck so they could be taken to the airport and flown back to the USA. It was mostly clothes being that the only furniture we'd be taking was the babies' cribs and other essentials. 

I decided to take a break and go and sit outside on the back porch, giving myself some time to think and process this next big changed before it happened. I jumped slightly when the back door opened, Jiyong coming out and closing it behind him. I looked back at him before shrugging and turning back around in the deck chair I was sitting it. "Is now a good time to talk...? You know before you go back home.." He asked, pulling up a deck chair and sitting next to me. I sighed softly and rubbed my hands over my face. "I mean, I guess..." I muttered, glancing his direction as I waited for him to speak. He sighed softly and rested his face on his hands before speaking. "I just wanted to apologize. I really fucked up this time and I wanted some sort of closure for the both of us before you left this all behind." He started out, the threat of tears building in his voice as he spoke. "I ruined something amazing and I am so fucking sorry I did... I never wanted to hurt you and I let my foolishness get in the way of what was really in front of me." Jiyong began to cry, making me tear up and start to cry as well. This felt like it came from his heart, for the first time since we split up he actually sounded sincere. "Jiyong, there is nothing I can really say to you other than I hope the next person you get with makes you happy and that you don't do to them what you did to me," I stated coldly, drying my tears as I finally turned to look at him. 

He broke down harder, covering his face as he continued to cry in front of me. This was the first time I had seen him this vulnerable since we started dating. "I love you even though you hurt me, but this is where our relationship needs to end, it's better that we both separate to figure out what we really want in life. It's been hard for me to make this choice but I know deep down it will be better off for me in the end because I won't get hurt again." I stated as I gently reached out to touch Jiyong's shoulder, no longer feeling that spark I'd get when I used to touch him. He leaned into the touch and continued to cry, his face pulling away from his hands as he wiped his puffy face. "I really don't want you to go, Brielle... I love you, a lot... I made some fucked up choices, but I know I can't go back and fix it..." He stated, taking a deep breath. "But I understand that this is what has to be done in order for me to get my act together, and I'm hoping that in the future we can somehow make something work, but I know that chance will be slim to none." He said, finishing his sentence off with a deep breath. I nodded in response, standing up and stretching my back as Jiyong did the same. "I just wanted to do one last thing before I go home so you can finish up and get going with your flight..." Jiyong stated, coming closer to me, pulling me into a tight hug. I was shocked, and as much as I didn't want to hug back, I did. It felt good to hug him. It was a short but sweet hug, bringing us both a bit of closure from it. "I'll see you soon, the kids as well, just let me know when you've made it back safe." He stated, smiling softly as he turned and went back inside, leaving the house. I sighed softly, turning my back to look at the sky as I readied myself to start a new chapter in my life.

A/N: FINAL CHAPTER IS COMING YOUR WAY, IT'S GOING TO BE A HUGE TIME GAP FROM THIS CURRENT CHAPTER, BUT IT'S FINALLY COMING TO A CLOSE AND I AM SO SO SO HAPPY.