Me and GD Book 2 (G-Dragon Fanfic 18+) (COMPLETED)

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~Jiyong's P.O.V~

I felt hurt, upset with myself, but that wouldn't change a single thing after Brielle put those papers down in front of me on the table. "But.." She cut me off. "No butts. You made your choice, now sign it so I can be out of your life and so you can continue living your childish ways." Her words dug into my skin like nails as I looked up at her sad, angry, and hurt expression. "Fine..." I muttered, pulling out the packet of papers from the envelope, her name already signed on the lines she needed to sign. I picked up a pen from the pen cup on the counter and briefly read through the information on the papers in front of me. I sighed softly and gently pressed the pen to the paper, signing where I needed to because I knew there was no turning back time to fix what I had done for a second time, again getting caught for stupid actions. I signed off our marriage as we were getting divorced, placing the papers back into the envelope, handing it back to Brielle, her hand snatching it out of mine as she took a step back. "I really hope you're happy with yourself Jiyong, you have beyond broke me at this point and I cannot even being to ever forgive you for doing this shit to me, again." She hissed out, her eyes filling with tears as she spoke.

I honestly just stayed silent, my words caught in my throat as I stared up at the woman who once loved me unconditionally. I broke her heart, again, and this time I knew there was no forgiving me for my actions, all because I let my stupid ways clutter my mind. "I never wanted to hurt you again.." I forced out something and looked up at her, hoping she would hear me out. "Save it, Jiyong, I do not want to hear any more of your lies or hear you try to salvage what we had. I'm done, I want nothing else to do with you at this moment in time, you're welcome to come and see the kids once more before I leave next week, but just be warned, my brother is pissed beyond belief. As I said before, you made this choice and now you have to learn to live with it, just like I have to. Goodbye." Brielle spewed out, turning her back to me as she clutched the divorce envelope in her hands, my body screaming at me to move, hug her, try to make it better, but my heart knew she was finished with me and that trying to fix it would only make the situation worse. I watched my now ex-wife walk out of the apartment and slam the door behind her, not even daring to look back at me again as she left.

~Brielle's P.O.V~

I slammed the door behind me and quickly entered my car, breaking down into tears the moment I shut my door, feeling myself tearing apart inside as I got ready to drive, making the drive back home, trying to get calm myself so I wouldn't worry anyone. I made sure to drop the divorce papers back off to the divorce lawyer, finalizing my divorce with Jiyong, my name no longer being Mrs. Kwon. The fact that my last name had to now be changed back to my original one hurt the most out of the whole situation. It felt like a dream like I was just waiting to wake up from this nightmare next to Jiyong and see his smiling face as we cared for our children in the beautiful home he got for us. But I knew, I knew it was all too real and I had to face the harsh reality that I was no longer married to my other half, the one I thought loved me just as much as I loved him. I made my way back home and dragged myself sadly into the house, dropping my stuff down before dropping to my knees in defeat, letting all of my anger and pain rush out all at once, crying hard into my hands, my mom rushing to comfort me and take me into the bedroom away from the sleeping twin's who were in their pack and play in the living room. "I'm sorry Brielle, I know this is extremely difficult to go through, but it will get better in due time.." My mother stated, gently trying to comfort my painful sobs.

I just shook my head and continued to cry, burying my face into the pillows that Jiyong used to sleep on, taking in the lingering scent of his that remained on the pillow, which would soon fade with the coming days that he would no longer be in my life. "I-I told h-him to come and s-see the kids b-before we leave.." I cried out, knowing how badly Jaejoon would be affected by it once he knew his daddy wouldn't be coming to the US with us and that he would be staying in Korea. I continued to cry, trying my best to calm down my breathing before it made me sick, my mom's comforting hand gently rubbing my back as I lay there in Jiyong's spot, miserable from how terrible my heart and soul felt. "I just want to wake up from this n-nightmare.." I hiccuped out as I cuddled onto his pillows tightly, wishing that whatever was going on would stop and everything would go back to normal. "I wish it was just a nightmare Brielle, but... this isn't an easy thing... letting him see the kids before you leave is good... but just know that Jaejoon is the older one, he'll realize that Jiyong is no longer going to be around, and you have to learn to deal with him if he gets upset because of it." She stated, moving some of my hair out of my face to see me. "I know... my world is just crumbling around me right now... and I need some time..." 

A/N: NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE A TIME SKIP TO THE WEEK THAT BRIELLE AND HER FAMILY ARE LEAVING, BEING THAT I'M SAVING THE LAST CHAPTER AS AN EPILOUGE. WE'RE ONLY TWO CHAPTERS AWAY AND I AM DESTINED TO FINISH IT BEFORE TOMORROW!!