bittybones book 2 (FINISHED)

Chapter 52

Chapter 52: Suicide For real

This is cannon I'm afraid to say that Jordie is really going to kill herself. If you are some with suicidal issues reading this tell your friends, family, or the suicidal hot line --> 1-800-273-8255

Don't hurt yourself or kill yourself you are beautiful the way you are. Your meant to be in this world :) God made you for a reason

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Jordie was still very depressed now since her sister left her. She didn't have much on anyone left in her family except her grandparents that cared for her. Though she had pap, bitties, and three beautiful children Jordie just couldn't really take much of this world anymore... Looking at her kids sleeping with the bitties watching she sighed "Hey um... I'm going up to my room for a minute watch them for me please" she started walking away hearing the bitties reply

"okay mama!" 

"you got it ma"

"okay mrs. Jordie"

A tear dropped down her cheek as she walked up the stairs to her and pap's room. Getting on the computer they had she started to type a letter to pap for when he got back from work with more tears falling down her face and wiping them all away. Printing it out Jordie folded it up and put it in a envelop and kissing it setting it down on the table next to their bed. 

Putting up a noose she climbed up on the bed putting the noose around her neck more tears streamed down her face a soft whisper came out "I'm sorry... Goodbye..." stepping off the bed the noose tightened around her neck as Jordie took her last breath.

*Timeskip when pap gets home*

He opens the door to the house seeing the bitties caring for the babies feeding them their milk. Pap is confused walking up to them he asks "What's going on here?" he asks 

"Mama asked us to watch them while she went up to your room" cherry replied 

"she's been up there for along time" brass continued 

Pap chuckled "she's probably tired from watching them and sleeping I'll check on her" he walked up the stairs going to their room. Opening the door what he saw he stood in shock seeing this lifeless body of his wife hanging tears started falling down his face. Seeing the letter he walks over to it picking it up opening it up "How is this even fair!?" he started to read the letter

'I'm sorry pap but this world isn't my place. I've tried so hard to fix the problems I have caused I realized this world is full of sin. There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here in this awful world we live in. It's a disgrace I just was born in the wrong time and place. Remember to give our children a big hug from me everyday and the bitties that I love them. Let the world know I died in vain because the world is what caused my fate, Your my best friend and lover I ever had it's a shame I made you very sad. Just remember you and everyone meant everything to me to my heart your the only ones that held the key. It's time for me to go I'll be watching you from above bringing down pure white doves... Goodbye'

Pap wiped the tears away from his face an sighed "babe... I-I hope your in a better place now" he puts the letter away "guess I'll have to raise my children and the bitties on my own now" he walks back downstairs and gets back to the normal life with his family.

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